everything is just falling apart.. my head hurts, can't sleep.. friends are going away & I just keep on staring how they leave me.. without a reason everything's gone. I don't think it's Karma or something, but I just keep myself asking,why? Why me ? Why ? School is going downhill.. teachers don't spent time on me anymore, I'm just hopeless.. thanks God for hating me so much.
It's not like someone cares about me.. Always walking alone. I have friends, I know a lot of people & a lot of people know me but.. I don't know how many friends are real and will support me in times like these.. I'm just losing everyone step by step.
I'm losing everything that's special to me.. friends things I love with my whole heart everything's gone stolen from people.. No hope for me I guess, does someone has an answer, why do I live ?
Oké,I know that I'm different. That I'm not like everybody else.. But that's what makes people special. Being just like eveybody else isn't how it's meant to be.
