I don't know why. Why wont they let me be who I want to be ? I mean ,I like metal & piercings & tattoo's.. I like wearing black clothes & spikes.. but they don't accept me the way I am :/ & that's breaking me... I don't know a lot of people like me people who know how I feel. I'm still searching but it's taking so long & it goes so slow.. & meanwhile I'm falling deaper & deaper :/