today,first day at a new school.. I'm glad I survived it, I've met a couple of awesome people but still everything's different.. I'm a bit proud that I did this, still a bit nervous about what tomorrow will bring me but we'll see, I'm still excousted & that's the same in every school (:
everything is just falling apart.. my head hurts, can't sleep.. friends are going away & I just keep on staring how they leave me.. without a reason everything's gone. I don't think it's Karma or something, but I just keep myself asking,why? Why me ? Why ? School is going downhill.. teachers don't spent time on me anymore, I'm just hopeless.. thanks God for hating me so much.