Dear readers, my white blood cells were okay today, so they've started the second "Gemzar"-treatment! They have strange names for all the chemo schemes. The first one was "Chop", the second one "Dhap". I feel a little bit nauseous, but not too bad. I will go to bed early, the next days will be better. I had read stories about it, and now I start to feel the same: when I enter the hospital-building I start to feel a tiny bit unwell. A psychological thing I guess, because the last days I felt really good. It must be the memories of the nausea I had last time, it gets a lot worse when they offer me a hospital-meal... :s And this week I have to go there every day... So, the extra week of recovery was nice, but it makes the start of a new chemo much harder. But things will be better in the morning! Good night! Harmen
