Today I had to go to the hospital to talk about the PET-CT of monday. They kept me waiting very long and when a doctor came, it was someone I'd never met before, and he hadn't seen my file before. He could only tell me that there was nothing to be seen at the place where the big lump was before, but there was a place where the scan showed something, but he thought it was not a lymphnode. He didn't have any answers to questions about "what now?" and about the stem cell transplantation. All this had to be discussed on a general meeting with the other professors. He was very impatient and gave me the feeling that I was a stupid child with a cold or something.
I really don't understand this. One moment they give you the impression that your case is very exceptional and urgent, and now it feels like they don't give a damn. And if they've got nothing to say, why do they let me come?
Next week on Thursday I have a new appointment. The one I should have had today, I guess.
