the world doesn't stop day and night it goes on and on
my mind doesn't stop day and night it goes on and on
everyday she breaks me again and I know I have to stop her but I can't anyway...
everynight my tears start falling and I cry myself to sleep it's my lullaby
everymorning I wake up tired of being here day after day but I have no choice I have to go on
and even if I'm fragile please I beg U lean on me 'cause you break me more if you hide your tears if you say you're alright and you're not please tell it... I'm here for you that's all what I can do...
What I'm standing on is sinking in And I don't have a clue how to get off of it But when I look at you there is hope It's like you see the sadness in my eyes You read the blue between the lines You could be the one to hold me when I wanna cry
Underneath this smile My world is slowly caving in All the while I'm hanging on Cause that is all I know Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole? I've been hiding out for miles Underneath this smile
I have walked this earth with broken bones I've been keeping secrets under all these lights But when you're around my defenses go You don't let me run away from you You don't let me twist and turn the truth It feels as if I'm naked when you're standing in the room
Underneath this smile My world is slowly caving in All the while I'm hanging on instead of letting go Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole? I've been hiding out for miles Underneath this smile Underneath this smile Oh, yeah
Underneath this smile My world is slowly caving in All the while I'm hanging on instead of letting go Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole? Underneath this smile Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole? I've been hiding out for miles Underneath this Underneath this Underneath this smile What I'm standing on is sinking in
ik weet niet wat ik hier nog doe voel me een last voor deze wereld voel me een last voor jullie
ik wil hier gewoon weg waarom begrijpen ze dat niet ? waarom willen ze me perse 'hulp' bieden ?
voor mij hoeft dit echt niet meer te veel vragen te veel gedachten mijn hoofd houdt dit niet langer...
praten kan deugd doen maar het verandert niks aan de situatie
stop met je zorgen te maken om mij want ik verpest alleen jullie leven
ik wil dit niet meer ik wil niet het meisje zijn dat je lastig valt of het meisje dat je elke dag teleurstelt
het voelt gewoon niet juist ik hoor hier niet niet op deze wereld
maar morgen probeer ik weer mijn lach op te zetten probeer ik alles te verbergen want het is beter dat ze het niet weten ook al wordt het moeilijker elke dag om weer dat masker op te zetten ....
I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. Oh the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, Convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this, Will make sense when I get better. I know the difference, Between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder, Which of us do you love. So I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe now... Bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe, I breathe- I breathe no more.
[ Ik heb dit liedje geschreven voor mijn mama. Het is alleen nog maar een tekst, maar ik hoop dat deze al genoeg zegt...]
Mom it's not your fault 'cause you have a heart of gold our life is just not like it used to be it's so unfair, you see don't let this get you down we have to go on.
chorus : let stream all your tears let me see all your fears I want to hold your hand and I will show you our footprints in the sand they're not always light 'cause sometimes we have to fight but if we do this together it will go so much better (believe me, you'll see)
Mom I'm still your little girl I love you and I'll always do please, take my hand we have to go on step by step our footprints in the sand there's nothing you have to hide I'm here, by your side
chorus
let me see all your tears show me all your fears there's nothing you have to hide I'm here by your side maybe, now it's all black but Mom, he comes back it's gonna be a long way but if we stay and dream together it will go so much better trust me you'll see !
don't know what to do don't know what to say don't know you can help me now
I know tomorrow will be there but who can say tomorrow will be better...
life just don't make any sence to me... I can't explain my feeling sorry... I really am 'cause I know you want to help me and you want to talk to me but it won't help now...
sorry
for my fake smile for my tears now for everything I did wrong...
but deep inside you know you're not happy it's all fake but you don't have any choice you have to go on
they know your story but they don't know your feeling
I asked myself a thousand times : and now ? what's gonna happen ? they know my story but my thoughts and feeling are still the same
but mom, thanks for being there I know it's not easy but really thanks don't know you understand me but you try don't know you help me but you try thanks....
life is difficult for you I see in your eyes that you miss him day after day you want to take him with you and never let go
I try to help you I talk to you but my words won't take the pain away
please fight for him 'cause I know you belong together he's the only one for you you're the only one for him
fight for it fight for your love don't let her take him away from you 'cause you're meant to be you belong to eachother and maybe he doesn't realize that but deep inside he loves you so much
I hear it, the way he talks to you I see it, the way he looks to you I feel it...
mom, please, fight for him you're the princess, he's the prince and you belong together don't let her take him away from you ...
Conversations with my thirteen year old self Conversations with my thirteen year old self
You're angry I know this The world couldn't care less You're lonely I feel this And you wish you were the best No teachers Or guidance And you always walk alone You're crying At night when Nobody else is home
Come over here and let me hold your hand and hug you darling I promise you that it won't always feel this bad There are so many things I want to say to you You're the girl I used to be You little heartbroken thirteen year old me
You're laughing But you're hiding God I know that trick too well You forget That I've been you And now I'm just the shell I promise I love you and Everything will work out fine Don't try to Grow up yet Oh just give it some time
The pain you feel is real you're not asleep but it's a nightmare But you can wake up anytime Oh don't lose your passion or the fighter that's inside of you You're the girl I used to be The pissed off complicated thirteen year old me
Conversations with my thirteen year old self Conversations with my thirteen year old self
Until we meet again Oh I wish you well oh I wish you well Little girl Until we meet again Oh I wish you well Little girl I wish you well Until we meet again My little thirteen year old me
will they miss me when I'm not there anymore ? will they still love me if I leave them ? or will they be angry when I leave them ? will they forget me when I'm not here anymore ?
I don't know... maybe it's too hard to find an answer
maybe I don't wanna know an answer maybe I just have to leave this world without answers
