a place for my head... <3 er zijn momenten dat iemand nood heeft aan een plek voor zichzelf en zijn gedachten...
15-05-2009
conversations with my 13 year old self
Conversations with my thirteen year old self Conversations with my thirteen year old self
You're angry I know this The world couldn't care less You're lonely I feel this And you wish you were the best No teachers Or guidance And you always walk alone You're crying At night when Nobody else is home
Come over here and let me hold your hand and hug you darling I promise you that it won't always feel this bad There are so many things I want to say to you You're the girl I used to be You little heartbroken thirteen year old me
You're laughing But you're hiding God I know that trick too well You forget That I've been you And now I'm just the shell I promise I love you and Everything will work out fine Don't try to Grow up yet Oh just give it some time
The pain you feel is real you're not asleep but it's a nightmare But you can wake up anytime Oh don't lose your passion or the fighter that's inside of you You're the girl I used to be The pissed off complicated thirteen year old me
Conversations with my thirteen year old self Conversations with my thirteen year old self
Until we meet again Oh I wish you well oh I wish you well Little girl Until we meet again Oh I wish you well Little girl I wish you well Until we meet again My little thirteen year old me
will they miss me when I'm not there anymore ? will they still love me if I leave them ? or will they be angry when I leave them ? will they forget me when I'm not here anymore ?
I don't know... maybe it's too hard to find an answer
maybe I don't wanna know an answer maybe I just have to leave this world without answers
baby, don't lose your hope please don't go away 'cause if you go I follow you
I know it doesn't matter what I say but please... I beg U stay you're the one I live for you're my everything without you there's no me there's no Fii
baby, I give you all my strength I give you all my hope I give you my light and I hope you will survive I can say so much but I know my words will not help
baby I ask you stop it ! it's oh so fake don't be so sweet if you want to scream to me if you want to kill me
you want me back I know... but it's too late so stop it doesn't make any sense to me you're oh so fake everything you do it's not you
if you want to scream to me if you want to kill me baby, just do I can't believe that you're so sweet... it's just so fake oh damn... please be yourself I can't say that you're good as you are 'cause I don't know how you are and maybe I don't wanna know how you are
You gotta be out there You gotta be somewhere Wherever you are I'm waiting 'Cause there are these nights when I sing myself to sleep And I'm hopin' my dreams Bring you close to me Are you listening?
Hear me I'm cryin' out I'm ready now Turn my world upside down Find me I'm lost inside the crowd It's getting loud I need you to see I'm screaming for you to please Hear me Hear me
Hear me Can you hear me? Hear me
I used to be scared of Letting someone in But it gets so lonely Being on my own No one to talk to And no one to hold me I'm not always strong Oh, I need you here Are you listening?
Hear me I'm cryin' out I'm ready now Turn my world upside down Find me I'm lost inside the crowd It's getting loud I need you to see I'm screaming for you to please Hear me
I'm restless and wild I fall, but I try I need someone to understand Can you hear me? I'm lost in my thoughts And baby I've fought For all that I've got Can you hear me?
Hear me I'm cryin' out I'm ready now Turn my world upside down Find me I'm lost inside the crowd It's getting loud I need you to see I'm screaming for you to please Hear me Hear me Hear me Hear me Can you hear me? Hear me Hear me Hear me Can you hear me? Oh, oh, oh, oh... Hear me Hear me Hear me
