a place for my head... <3 er zijn momenten dat iemand nood heeft aan een plek voor zichzelf en zijn gedachten...
24-05-2009
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my head full of thoughts
my heart full of pain
my eyes full of tears
don't know what to do don't know what to say don't know you can help me now
I know tomorrow will be there but who can say tomorrow will be better...
life just don't make any sence to me... I can't explain my feeling sorry... I really am 'cause I know you want to help me and you want to talk to me but it won't help now...
sorry
for my fake smile for my tears now for everything I did wrong...
but deep inside you know you're not happy it's all fake but you don't have any choice you have to go on
they know your story but they don't know your feeling
I asked myself a thousand times : and now ? what's gonna happen ? they know my story but my thoughts and feeling are still the same
but mom, thanks for being there I know it's not easy but really thanks don't know you understand me but you try don't know you help me but you try thanks....
life is difficult for you I see in your eyes that you miss him day after day you want to take him with you and never let go
I try to help you I talk to you but my words won't take the pain away
please fight for him 'cause I know you belong together he's the only one for you you're the only one for him
fight for it fight for your love don't let her take him away from you 'cause you're meant to be you belong to eachother and maybe he doesn't realize that but deep inside he loves you so much
I hear it, the way he talks to you I see it, the way he looks to you I feel it...
mom, please, fight for him you're the princess, he's the prince and you belong together don't let her take him away from you ...
Conversations with my thirteen year old self Conversations with my thirteen year old self
You're angry I know this The world couldn't care less You're lonely I feel this And you wish you were the best No teachers Or guidance And you always walk alone You're crying At night when Nobody else is home
Come over here and let me hold your hand and hug you darling I promise you that it won't always feel this bad There are so many things I want to say to you You're the girl I used to be You little heartbroken thirteen year old me
You're laughing But you're hiding God I know that trick too well You forget That I've been you And now I'm just the shell I promise I love you and Everything will work out fine Don't try to Grow up yet Oh just give it some time
The pain you feel is real you're not asleep but it's a nightmare But you can wake up anytime Oh don't lose your passion or the fighter that's inside of you You're the girl I used to be The pissed off complicated thirteen year old me
Conversations with my thirteen year old self Conversations with my thirteen year old self
Until we meet again Oh I wish you well oh I wish you well Little girl Until we meet again Oh I wish you well Little girl I wish you well Until we meet again My little thirteen year old me
will they miss me when I'm not there anymore ? will they still love me if I leave them ? or will they be angry when I leave them ? will they forget me when I'm not here anymore ?
I don't know... maybe it's too hard to find an answer
maybe I don't wanna know an answer maybe I just have to leave this world without answers
baby, don't lose your hope please don't go away 'cause if you go I follow you
I know it doesn't matter what I say but please... I beg U stay you're the one I live for you're my everything without you there's no me there's no Fii
baby, I give you all my strength I give you all my hope I give you my light and I hope you will survive I can say so much but I know my words will not help
baby I ask you stop it ! it's oh so fake don't be so sweet if you want to scream to me if you want to kill me
you want me back I know... but it's too late so stop it doesn't make any sense to me you're oh so fake everything you do it's not you
if you want to scream to me if you want to kill me baby, just do I can't believe that you're so sweet... it's just so fake oh damn... please be yourself I can't say that you're good as you are 'cause I don't know how you are and maybe I don't wanna know how you are
You gotta be out there You gotta be somewhere Wherever you are I'm waiting 'Cause there are these nights when I sing myself to sleep And I'm hopin' my dreams Bring you close to me Are you listening?
Hear me I'm cryin' out I'm ready now Turn my world upside down Find me I'm lost inside the crowd It's getting loud I need you to see I'm screaming for you to please Hear me Hear me
Hear me Can you hear me? Hear me
I used to be scared of Letting someone in But it gets so lonely Being on my own No one to talk to And no one to hold me I'm not always strong Oh, I need you here Are you listening?
Hear me I'm cryin' out I'm ready now Turn my world upside down Find me I'm lost inside the crowd It's getting loud I need you to see I'm screaming for you to please Hear me
I'm restless and wild I fall, but I try I need someone to understand Can you hear me? I'm lost in my thoughts And baby I've fought For all that I've got Can you hear me?
Hear me I'm cryin' out I'm ready now Turn my world upside down Find me I'm lost inside the crowd It's getting loud I need you to see I'm screaming for you to please Hear me Hear me Hear me Hear me Can you hear me? Hear me Hear me Hear me Can you hear me? Oh, oh, oh, oh... Hear me Hear me Hear me
