It' has been a dissaster last few weeks. I had allot to do before the christmas holliday started. People needing all sort of things, clients to handel etc... I was affraid i couldn't handel it but " i did it " I'm a little proud at myself. And on top of it all I was smart enough to invite the whole familly for christmas dinner yesterday , so i had to cook dinner for them all. I start cooking at 10am and at 5pm the familly entered, at 6pm we where eating, it was nice, again cooking, i like to cook, specially for Christmas. But it aint over yet. I still have to do allot of "field work" this week That means working on the projects wich i sold. Placing al those ventilation systems means hard fisical work starting in the morning at 6 o'clock and comming home at 19 o'clock. I hope i can manage that, i must admit it has been a while sinds i've been working on the field.
Next week i'm invited to go to Germanny, to a international client, i will leave 2 januari in the morning and comming back next day in the evening. It is like 475km from my place so i will go by car. I've reservated a big room so i'm taking my wife and kids with me. The first day i probebley gooing to spend most of the day with my client but the second day i have almost all day to visit the town and shops etc...
Well, keep you posted on the rest of things when i can. Grtz...
26-12-2007, 14:45 geschreven door modig
19-12-2007
ME@office part II
19-12-2007, 23:53 geschreven door modig
Me Working @ the office 1
So, here is a picture where you can actually see me in action. Not a pretty sight hé. To much mess on my desk and no time to clean things up. The onley thing missing here is a big asstray full with sigarette left overs, the koffie and mess is there alreaddy hihi.
19-12-2007, 23:51 geschreven door modig
yust funny
i was surfing some bloggs and came up with this So funny
19-12-2007, 00:46 geschreven door modig
18-12-2007
strange ......
how you think you know some1, but the opposite is true. You all know that i bought out the stockholders in my companny, wel we had several meetings before i did that and talked abbouth it for hours etc.. And everybody was cool with it and said it was ok. So i thought ok. Know i heared that they (and one in particular) are telling everybody what a dirty trick i played before so i could buy them out. It was my fold the costs where to hi in the companny and that we couldn't make enough profit out of things etc..... GGRRR.... Makes me mad, I , who was working day and night to make it all work. But i know why they say this kind of things. I was deeling with some serious projects and it took a while before those people discided if they will work with us or not. And the coincedence will be that sinds i am the onley stockholder and the BIGG BOSS ,to call it that way, 3 of the 5 projects i was working on discided to work with me suddentley. So it is kind of a jallouse thing, but what can i do abbouth it that they sicided to do it now and not before. So i was suprised how you think you know people and they turn out yust the other way. Kind of sad after all we have been true. But life go's on, ans so will i ...... Grts...
18-12-2007, 20:19 geschreven door modig
14-12-2007
de eindejaars drukte :(
I don't know how to say that in english but it's abbouth the rush that i feel in my work before x-mas and new year. It's like every year, al those people wanting there project handeld before x-mas, but what they don't understand is that i onley have 2 hands and feet to do all this. It is not that difficult to understand, or is it. So last week is the final week before we close for 2 weeks. So i probebley will be working 24/7 next week to get it all done. And then "R E S T" for 2weeks, not that i will stop working because there will be some serriuos things to be done before we open again the second week of januari 2008, but there will be no answering the phone, no clients to handle, so i can work relaxed. Whoho.
Some friends of mine are gooing to spend there vacation in Sweden to cellabrate New year. To bad that i can't go with them , i know they will have a wonderfull time there. But maybe some day i will have my chance to go back again.
I'm not sure what i'm going to do that day, probebley putting on a big fire outside and spend some time with the neighbours and family , fireing some firework and stuff. Drinking Jenever and eating al kinds of things. Should be fun.
Tomorrow one of my best friends is turning 40 years old. I hold my breath for tomorrow evening, komt nie goed(dosn't come wright), is how we call it --- still have to figure out a prank that i can pull with him --- ANNY idea's
I finaley pick-up my bas-guitar again. It was like 4,5 years ago that i stopped playing, I try to play everry-day for like an hour or so, to get back into it a littlebit. It helps me relax after a hard day at the office. I went to see a doctor because i had some stress, and he tolled me to play again to relax and it is kind of working. it is something you can do whenever i want, for as long as i want and i guess that is what helps to relax. I love to play the old songs i still know from "Rage Against The Machine" WHOOO Like it. i wil put my favorit here below.
But ok, i think i will put an end to my chit chat know , time to go eat something. My wife is going to watch a soccergame tonight "KRC-Genk" So i have to baby-sit. I love to do that spending some x-tra time with my kids.
So, talk to you soon and bye.
14-12-2007, 17:58 geschreven door modig
12-12-2007
Back from being gone :)
Hello,
I know, i know, silly for deleting my other blogg, but i wasn't that happy abbouth it that so much people where reading it. But ok i'm back , i really missed it putting out my feelings in writing and telling abbouth my everidge life. So , why this name for my blogg . Last weekend it was the eurovision song festival for kids and i was listening to it with one ear while i was working. suddentley my wife called me and said " hurry up, you're Sweden is abbout to sing"(she said that is was my sweden because i'm always telling what a great time i had there) so i went to watch that performance. The tittle of the song was " Nu eller aldrig" it was a great song and the girl who was singing it did it really well. I didn't know what happend at that moment but it brought some seriuos memories back to life. I really like that country, strange he, i think abbout it everry day, i had such a great time the two times a was there. Hard to explain. So i looked up the lyrics from that song, and it kind of discribes the feelings that i have. So i thought why not start a new blogg, new beginnig, like the tittle says "Nu eller aldrig" - Now or never, has a doubble meaning to me, The first you know discribes kind of what i feel, and the second is like it says Now Or Never, you know i sayd in my previous blogg i was thinking of buying the stockholders out of my companny and dooing it all by myself, well i did it cost me a fortune so for me it's like "Now or Never". I'm trying to build something in my life and i am giving it 100% for almost 9 years now, and now i' am at this point of giving it one last chance(not that it dosn't go well for the moment), and if i don't reach my goals like i want, i give up. Not that i'm a quiter but it's like a candle, it burns a while and it's ful of energy but there commes a time the fire is gone and this is kind of like me, I burn like hell but if there notthing left to burn for ...... you can fill in the rest. So new start, new hope and new goals. I'm Back and more dangerous then ever.
"The cards are on the table, it all depends now on how you play the game."
i was surfing some bloggs and came up with this 
to get it all done. And then "R E S T" for 2weeks, not that i will stop working because there will be some serriuos things to be done before we open again the second week of januari 2008, but there will be no answering the phone, no clients to handle, so i can work relaxed. Whoho. 
, i know they will have a wonderfull time there. But maybe some day i will have my chance to go back again.
I love to do that spending some x-tra time with my kids.
Hello,
