been to a concert of Bon Jovi last saturday evening, it was great We went by train to Brussel and took a cab to the stadion where the concert was. It was a nice evening , the weather was great, the beer tasted oooo so good it was a great performance. But last time i went to see Bon Jovi there was more action.... The stage was not that great this time, but they r getting older hé It ended arround 23:00 pm , so we went for some late night eating and drinking in a place nearby where my brother was suppose to pic us up, he work there nearby but got hold up so we ended up home arround 2.15am. Well, just a great evening just watch for youreself:
16-06-2008, 17:27 geschreven door modig
04-06-2008
don't know a title :)
Well here i am again, found some time to type something. Not much news i think, besides working my ass off. It is a verry bussy period for the moment, with the vacation comming in 5 weeks. Everrybody wants there material and stuff, but i onley got two of each hé. Guess some people don't realise that and think i am superman :) But ok lets see whats new? Next monday i get a kind of diplmoma for finishing my evening lessons, and we have a bigg BBQ in the evening lets say to cellabrate, not that it is that bigg of a deal. oohh yeah, got some tickets to go to see Bon Jovi the 14th, we went to see him the last time he was in belgium 5 years ago and that was great, friends of me who saw him ion Germanny say it is a really great performance so... And at the end of this month we have a new product release. that iskeeping me bussy pretty much latley, hope it is gonna pay of all the time and monney i putted into it. I have a vacation comming up from 19/07 till 5/08 woohoo 2 whole weeks not thinking of work don't think so, but i will give it a try. we don't have a trip planned but i think i we will go to spain for 14 days in september. Next month the 10th i am married for 10 years. go figure hé Well guess this is pretty much what is new and what ids gooing to happen. Few a pretty boring life hé. But still 8 years to go for achieving my biggest goal. Looks long but i guess it will go pretty fast. A funny thing happend tonight. I was watching some pic's on the pc with my children and we where watching soem pic's of my trip to sweden last summer, and my kids sayd , hej dad we wanne go there to , that was funny if you think of the good time i had there, was thinking maybe we will go fo a few days, it is not that far, but we will see... guess they r a little to young to take them to harrys and the temple Well guess i will end it here. gonna do some paperwork and payments that has to be done. So grtz all and talk soon.
04-06-2008, 21:15 geschreven door modig
21-05-2008
well..................me again :)
Hej all of you, yes i am still alive :)
witch i can not say for my friend :( i know i maybe should talked earlier abouth it but i yust couldnt. You know i had two friends who had cancer and one died like a few months ago, well my other friend died two weeks ago. It is hard for me losing people close to me. Keeps me thinking when my time will come.
But well.. Life gos on hé........;;
It has been a while sinds i put an entree but that has mostley to do with me beeing verry busy at work. i have allot of problems at work. I am short of staam people so i end up working 24/7 to get things runned and i had not such a nice financially thing going on for the moment. But i will spare you the detaills. It is making me sick and close to suicide so i wont bither you all with it.
So for the rest, not much has changed. Still the workholic i used to be, and in marridge things arent great eather. It seems like the harder i trie to do god the deeper things are gooing to get out. Don't know what it is, but i guess life sucks.
I am still wrestling with the same questions i did like a year ago, so i guess it is never going to be solved, and it seems like how hard i trie to forget it how harder it seems to not think abbouth it. Strange but i don't know how to solve it.
Maybe i am readdy to put away, you know with a white vest on i a nice white chamber yust talking to myself.
I am struggeling with the thougt of starting a new life, somewhere else, from ground zero..; but don't know if that will solve my issues.
Hope i can somehow somewhere releave myself from it.
Maybe a single trip to somewhere for a while will give me answers. Forgetting everything for a while.(except my two little angels, i neverwill hurth them and will do everything to make them happy)
Well, still the same old shit hé, not much have changed.
I hope i can give you a happier entree next time.
Toedeloe S.
21-05-2008, 01:34 geschreven door modig
25-04-2008
Vw-Touareg vs. Vw-Sharan
That's the choice i have to make. Not an eassy one becausse i love to drive the Touareg. It cost like 51600 so that's quiet a lot of monney hé. The Sharan is also a nice car and it cost 27800 that is a lot less hé. Both cars r full option. It all depends on how well my business will be going. it should not be a problem to buy the touareg but i think it is allot of money for yust a car. Wel the touareg is not yust a car it's my DREAMCAR but still. I can't make up my mind so i will talk to allot of people and see what they think and then i will put the positives and the negatives next to eachother and i have to diside. If i will order the Touareg it will be delivered in oktober of this year and the Sharan in September. So it will be a while if i order it now. But if i waith like 3 weeks to order it would be December till i get the car. The guy who i talked to said there will come out a new version of the touareg in 2011. So i thought i would buy the sharan to drive like four years and then buy the new version of the touareg in four years. The four years has to do with the leasing that i do. i will be driving the car but my business will buy the car, so the tax advantages is best here on four years and then you should best sell the car and buy a new one. I think that is a great sollution for me, then i got a great car for a reasonable price and with four years i will drive the new version of my dreamcar. So that is the dillemma i am stuck with for the moment. If this was a choice of cloths i wouldn't have much problem with it to chose but a car is a littlebit more expensive than a set of shoes or jeans hé
So that all for now talk to you later :)
25-04-2008, 20:22 geschreven door modig
18-04-2008
addicted
it has been a while sinds i posted something but work is eating all my time..... I know it is my fold to let it come this far but what can i do abbout it. Things has changed completley in my companny leaving me as the onley stock-holder and boss. So responsobillitey is completley mine. Not a thing i wasn't prepared for but it came so suddentley. And know i'm stuck with totalley reorganisation and still doing my job. So free time is not something i have left for the moment. Besides it all cost me allot of money paying out the stockholders(if i my call it them so) there is still a compony to run with people working in it. Ok there a few peoples less know but twice as much things to do. So i need to find sollutions. I was thinking abbouth getting a few x-tra hands but it cost so much monney. But ok, we will see in a few months. And.. my car is falling appart. yust when i need it the most things r totaly getting wrong with it. yesterday i was driving an suddentley my doors closed and i couldn't get out annymore. think it has seen "transformers" lol So i need to look out for a new car. wich will cost more monney and earning more monney means more working so it is a circel hé. Think i will go look for a new car on sunday, normally it isn't the wright time to buy a new car, not for me and not for my company. I deffinatley want a VW TOUAREG and i don't think i wan't less. But maybe i will buy a smaller car to use for a while and at the end of this year buying my dreamcar. I went to the garege to see what it will cost me to fix my car but the price i have to pay to let it be fixed is more than the car is worth. So i don't think i will do that. It has 285000 km and is 10 years old so... the engine is still fine but the rest???? Well, hope i can wright something sooner this time to keep you all informed what i've been dooing latley.
Bye and have a nice day. GTRZ
18-04-2008, 17:22 geschreven door modig
music
Here is one of my latest favorit songs. Also using it as a ringtone on my "cellie"
18-04-2008, 16:59 geschreven door modig
12-04-2008
Found some free time,
darns,
I wrote somthing because i have found some time beacausse all i do lateley is working; but when i posted the entree it was gone so SH** I will try to write it again but i am so tyried wright now i will do it another time.
Also sorry for being so absent latley.
Grtz ME
12-04-2008, 00:00 geschreven door modig
10-03-2008
trip cancel
Darns, i was really looking forward to this trip this week, but 2 of the 3 clients i was supose to meat on these trip cancelled. So that leaves me onley visiting Milaan, and because that is the most non-intressting for me i cancelled the whole trip. My colleague's from Holland/Belgium r still gooing because they need to visit that for the connections they have. My trip is cancelled for a few weeks but ok maybe it is not that bad during this period. So, further news : nothing special onley hard working. And still need to change my attitude abbouth working out a little more and lose some weigth. (it is so darn hard), guess i need to put a reward for myself if i achieve my goal of losing that weight. sTill thinking what it could be.......... anny one got idea's....
Let me know...
Grtz... Here is a pic of what i really would like
10-03-2008, 16:29 geschreven door modig
06-03-2008
Good News & Bad News
Hej everry1,
i will start telling you the bad news Yesterday i got a phonecall from my mother telling me my grandmother was brought to a hospital under critical cercomstances. She has fluid in her longs and at the age that she has (92 years old) it is not that much of a good thing. So i spend half a day at the hospital yesterday to support my mom and look after my grandma a little because she dosn't know who i am annymore, she even dosn't recognise my mom sometimes. But it was (maybe a dark thing to say) a funny time. my grandma is always saying things like a child and bring up old memories abbouth like she still 20 years old(demention) so it was not so bad sitting there, but the docs don't have much hope abbouth she leaving the hospital allive. So darks days.... again...... You know my other friend who has cancer is not good also, he's lying in bed all day trowing up and he also dosn't remember allot of who his friends or relitives are.... I'm trying to be the best of friend i can be for them but it isn't eassy. Ok, Crying on my pc typing this entree so time to tell you abbouth the good news
Got my travel scaduale for next week, woho love to travel. Thuseday morning we leave for Denmark to visit a grant (think this is the word for it , a meeting of people and product in a big city) In the evening we leave towards Italy ,Milaan, to visit another grant and spending 2 nights there aswell. thursday we leave for Austria to visit a factory wich makes Jaccuzies, minispa's, infrared cabbins & sauna's. (We probebley r gooing to be there impoter for the Belgian market.) spending the night there and friday we leave towards home. So it is going to be so much fun but also hard working hé(otherwise i wouldn't be going ) hope there is some time to relax (like in Helsingbourg last year) So that was it, my plans for next week.
.....for the comment, it has brighten me up knowing some1 understands me, but i must admid it made me crying also. Facing reality isn't always nice, especially when you want it to be otherways, or thinking you would it to be. "They say life is like a mans dick, to hard and always to short" .. (gues they don't count me as a man then hihi ) How do you handel it?? asking those questions every single day not knowing the answers. Kind of sucks, and i can't think of annyone who i can talk abbouth it. But ok that's life i guess (it is always to short so, guess i could cope up for another 50-60 years ) Found also a cover from Rihanna" Umbrella" witch is getting a hit here. Not bad i guess, still love the lyrics................enjoy
21-02-2008, 01:09 geschreven door modig
19-02-2008
not titled...
... it's now 0:40 am and i was kind of working and putting my new laptop into order. Don't felt like i was tired so i thought i would write something in my blogg. Sorry if i don't managed yet to put some pic's on from the game, i douwnloaded them at my office pc so i need to do that at the office(ofcourse ) I kind of feel absent latley (not onley on my blogg) but with my thoughts, hope you understand me what i'm trying to say. I think allot abbouth what i want and the goals i'm trying to get. But sometimes it's hard. It's like every step i take closer to my goals makes me go back two steps. I'm not 100% focussed i think and that's why i mean i'm absent latley. Don't know what it is and i'm trying to figure that out but it's not eassy. Who will give answers to my questions that i have besides the persons who know the answer. I think if i'm honnest with myself i'm yust affraid to ask them because of the answers i will get. Maybe the answers r not that bad ,but what if they r. Could i handel it?? So i'm walking arround in a world of thoughts and illusions for the moment and fantasizing abbouth the answers. May time will tell or will i find enough strengt to ask the questions. Sometimes i wonder if i'm the onley one who think the way i do, or if there r others thinking the same. kind of a strange entrey hé, but like i said yust thinking out loud i guess How do you deal with the choices you make in life? Some of them r essey to fix if you made the wrong choice but others..... they have great changes in life and affects others to, and if you chance the choice you made is it the wright thing two chance it?? (some of you must be thinking i'm crazy hé, well i think i'm becomming ) it's kind of a relieve talking here no1 talking back or arguing with me and it is kind of my chest for the moment. people choud be able to take a brake in life and do whatever they wanne do without consequences or having to make choices but i think that would be a mission impossible hé talk talk talk ..... whining and complaining.... thats me for the moment. I know some people who don't like that but .... ok it's yust for know , when i wake up tommorow i put on my mask again and the world think i'm yust dooing fine like they r used to of me.... they schould know hé.... Maybe it's time to let go of the past..., but i don't want to... i had to much fun then,don't wanne let go, not yet...., maybe never... well enough of the whining sh** , here is a song that i was forgotten for allong time, used to sing it all the time, and suddentley yesterday it came back to me, there r manny differents artists and songs abbouth it but they al meaning the same. Enjoy... SaM
19-02-2008, 01:20 geschreven door modig
14-02-2008
PSV -HIF
Well, tonight (yesterday evening) i went to see the game PSV-HIF. PSV won the game with 2-0 but in mine oppinion it wasn't earned. The pennalty the ref gave psv wasn't really a pennalty , but what can we do abbouth it. Hif got some nice chances to score the first half but.... I was hoping they would score atleast one time so that would be intressting for the game next thursday when psv needs to play at hif. I think Hif is gooing to win next week. So i'll try to put some pic's i have taken during the game on my blogg tomorow (if they where anny good pic's with it)The people who had invited me where teasing me because psv won the game and i tolled them i would prefer if HIF won. So Had a great time but i'm really tired know so Goodnight everry one
Greetz-
14-02-2008, 01:04 geschreven door modig
08-02-2008
it's a cruel world,,
I was a little absent the last few weeks 1 : beacause i have so much work i barley have time to do something else but working. 2 : I have much emotional stuf on my mind.
point 1 i'm not gooing to write much abbouth because i said that several times already that i have much working to do, onley this past few weeks it was a littlebit more than other times.
Point 2 is more of a problem i'm strugeling with now. Emotional problems if it is the wright word i' musing here. it's maybe hard to explain but i'll give it a try. Two friends of mine ar strugeling with cancer for several years now. It is difficult for me to deal with that because i've alreddy lost a friend who had cancer. And one of my other two friends died sunday night at his diseasse. His funeral is tommorow so it's not gooing to be a happy day. i really miss him, he played football in my team so we hang out quiet allot. He was onley 35 years old. it's not fair, but what can we do abbouth it? I guess nothing. He has a son who is 11 yeras old who know is left allone with his mom, terrible thinking abbouth it. My other friend has a brain tumor and is opperated for 5 time's and two weeks ago he got the news the docs could'nt help him annymore and he would life maximum annother 4-5 monts, so i'm not having a great time know thinking abbouth them. People say life go's on, that's true but it is always verry hard losing some1 close. Sometimes i don't know how to deal with the toughts not having them arround annymore. So i will be having this emotional stuf on my mind for a little while i guess. I would say things will get better but i guess that sounds a little selfish at the moment thinking abbouth my friends who will never get better.
So sorry if i'm a little absent for the moment.
Grts ME
08-02-2008, 23:48 geschreven door modig
22-01-2008
Weight repport 2
Oke, here is my second masurement of me "trying" to lose some weight.
So the past week was a little difficult. i know i don't have to come up with excuses but i was so buzzy i did'nt stick to my scaduale exactley as planned. That means the results aren't that what i thought it would be. I also had a party last saturday and oke i had some alcohol. Well here you have it, i'm not really proud of it. It's not that eat to much but but always late in the evening an pretty notthing during the day. I bust myself also each day of not drinking enough water. So i have to work on that also. But there is always next week
Here is my report from week 2
DATE
Kg/ weight
Borst/udder
Buik/ abdomen
Heup/Hip
Links bovenbeen
Rechts bovenbeen
Links Bovenarm
Rechts bovenarm
Totaal in cm
Lost CM
Lost KG
Left upper leg
Right upper leg
Left upper arm
Right upper arm
7/01/2008
131,3
129
128
119,5
70,5
70
40,5
42,5
600
14/01/2008
126,4
126
127
119
69
68
40
42
591
7
-4,9
21/01/2008
127
122
126
119
69,5
68,5
39,5
41
585,5
5,5
+0,6
TOTAAL
12,5
-4,3
Not that great he but ok it isn't bad eather
And off the record ,ok it was a spelling error but it was funny wasn't it
22-01-2008, 22:53 geschreven door modig
Great news :)
Yes Yes Yes,
Today i got a telephonecall from a supplier in holland(nederland), i will work pretty close with this supplier this year for selling products and buying exclusief products for the belgium market. So he invited me to go and meat his staf and visiting his business and go to a nice restaurant. But that wasn't all. Guess what, it will be on the 13th februari 2008 and it also happends that this supplier has business-seats in PSV and it also happends that that evening a footbalgame is played so he invited me to the footbalgame aswell. No big deal hé you think : But guess who PSV is playing against that evening........ taht's wright ----->>> HELSINGBORG
2008-02-13
20:45
PSV Eindhoven - HIF
UEFA Cupen Omg 16-delsfinal
YES YES YES..... i'm wondering if i will wear my jacket that i bought of HIV in helsingborg, i guess so... if i don't end up in a fight ....
Well, and tell now if i aint a lucky guy or not :)
Grtz ikke
22-01-2008, 18:33 geschreven door modig
21-01-2008
Music ....
I was listening to some music on youtube and ofcourse Rihanna's music is always great. So i found a new compilation of please don't stop the music. "the lyrics r yust great".
21-01-2008, 17:45 geschreven door modig
15-01-2008
My Weekly weight report : Report 1
Hello, i'm planning on giving you all a weekly report with my messurements and weight. Not that you can do something with that, but it is kind of a stimulant for me to keep up the good work. Wel, my first week was kind of tough, special when i go out to play football or darts. Normally there are some snacks and ofcourse beer. So i was standing there with my water or orangejuse and everybody was asking me if i was sick or on medication. No, i told them i am trying to get a littlebit of that weight off. But it was still hard. Last friday we went to this babyshower of a friend of mine and ofcourse the same thing , Chips and Alchohol, But not for me , No i have to hold this strikt otherwise it has no use. But it payed of. Here is my report from week 1
DATE
Kg/ weight
Borst/udder
Buik/ abdomen
Heup/Hip
Links bovenbeen
Rechts bovenbeen
Links Bovenarm
Rechts bovenarm
Totaal in cm
Lost CM
Lost KG
Left upper leg
Right upper leg
Left upper arm
Right upper arm
7/01/2008
131,3
129
128
119,5
70,5
70
40,5
42,5
731,3
14/01/2008
126,4
126
127
119
69
68
40
42
717,4
13,9
4,9
21/01/2008
I hope this is going to be like this next week but i doubt that, but you'll never know hé
grtz Me , Myself & I
15-01-2008, 18:13 geschreven door modig
12-01-2008
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ! ! !! ! ! !! ! ! !
GRRRR....... Today was one to forget pretty fast. I was working on a project in Antwerpen ,88km from my office. So this morning i drove to Antw. to start this project and to tell the installationpeople what to do. it took abbouth an hour so at 9 am i left towards a meeting with a new client nearby.(54km) After the meeting i went direction my office arround 11am. The people that i have who do the placements of the systems i sell, phoned me yust before i got home that the supplier delivered the wrong pieces, what means they couldn't work annymore. So i drove to my office to get the wright pieces in our suplie. Than i drove back so they can finished there job for today. It was terrible i planned my day so well to do things that has to done before the week-end is over and i ended up driving all day. I drove like 578km today yust because some stupid idiot made a mistake. So thiat means i have to work tomorrow as well. I'm really stressed out for the moment. It was a sh** Fu***** day . i hope i can relax tonight at the darts game i'm gooing to play tonight. Well that was my day , how was yourse
Grtz S-q
12-01-2008, 18:02 geschreven door modig
10-01-2008
Losing some weight
Finally , last monday i started to lose of that "to much" weight of mine. I have giving up everything : No more Chips, candy, sweet stuf, french fries(actually Belgium fries ,don't know why they call it french fries ), Alchohol ( my sweet beers ) etc..... So it already paid of , i lost 2.7 kg sinds monday so stil 27.3 kg to go. my goal is to lose those 30 kg in six months, before the summer. I know it is going to be hard (saying no to all those things) but that's my goal and i'm sure i will fix it. Time to get back into chape. The first 20kg will go pretty fast, but the last 10kg i know it's gooing to be hard. I'm also planning to go running 3 time's a week, for my healt and to relax from work. Wel keep you posted on the progress i make, normally i masure myself each monday-morning.
Bye , going to watch a movie with a healty Apple
10-01-2008, 20:57 geschreven door modig
08-01-2008
Repport from Germany
Hello, Finnaly, i can write something abbouth my trip to Germany. The trip with the car went well. I phoned my contact in germanny to ask if i need to change tires and had to bring snowchaines to travel true the snow. But yust like it is here there wasn't anny snow during the period we went. Luckely, i hate to drive in the snow. So we left at my place arround 9:45 am and arrived at 3pm we had no trafic jams so that was ok. Arround 3:30 pm i and my collegue had this meeting with my contact to discusse abbouth us working togheter and wich product we would be transporting etc.... this meeting ended arround 8pm. Than we had to pic up our woman and kids to go to this local restaurant. The food was really good, but you know me, i never complain abbouth food We had a great evening. The next day we went swimming in a swimpark nearby where we stayed in the hotel. The kids loved it, swimming and splashing into the water. I liked it too because there was these swimmingarea that also went outside to swim. the water T° was really hot, and the pool had those special waterjets where you could let you're body be massaged by the water. Great thing it was the first time i saw something like that. So normally we where supposed to go home that evening, but there were a few other things we would like to visit so we stayed onother day. So the next day we went to this big musseum with a 3D cinema inside, there where old army things, lots of plaines etc... Really cool (here is a link to the website for those who r intrested http://www.technik-museum.de/uk/sinsheim/ ). After that we went direction home. So concluding this: did great business and had a great time with everything = Great trip. In a few month's i need to go to Austria, thinking of making there also a smal busines-relaxation trip.
Well back to work, tomorrow i have another project on the field, brrrrr , thinking abbouth what happened last time
been to a concert of Bon Jovi last saturday evening, it was great 
it was a great performance. But last time i went to see Bon Jovi there was more action.... The stage was not that great this time, but they r getting older hé
don't think so, but i will give it a try.
Darns, i was really looking forward to this trip this week, but 2 of the 3 clients i was supose to meat on these trip cancelled. So that leaves me onley visiting Milaan, and because that is the most non-intressting for me i cancelled the whole trip. My colleague's from Holland/Belgium r still gooing because they need to visit that for the connections they have. 
) How do you handel it?? asking those questions every single day not knowing the answers.
) 
Finally , last monday i started to lose of that "to much" weight of mine.
