Denken ze nu echt dat ik nog iets van kracht over heb na dit alles ? denken ze dat ik me opgelucht voel nu ze het weten ? denken ze nu echt dat ik altijd vrolijk ben overal ? denken ze nu echt dat ik gelukkig ben ? denken ze nu echt dat ze me kunnen me helpen met alles ? denken zij nu echt dat ze er ook maar iets aan kunnen veranderen ? denk je dat ik het woord 'geloof me' nog geloof ? denk je dat ik nog geloof ? denk je dat ik nog adem ? denk je dat ik nog leef ? denk je dat ik ooit nog iemand helemaal binnen zal laten ?
How do I Get through one night without you If I had to live without you What kind of life would that be? Oh I need you in my arms Need you to hold Your my world my heart my soul If you ever leave Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life.
And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive? How do I How do I O how do I live?.
Without you There'd be no sun in my sky There would be no love in my life There would be no world left for me And I Baby I don't know what I would do I would be lost if I lost you If you ever leave Baby you would take away everything real in My life
And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever ever survive? How do I How do I O how do I live?...
Please tell me baby..
How do I go on? If you ever leave Well baby you would take away everything Need you with me Baby don't you know your everything good in My life
And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive? How do I How do I O how do I live
How do I live without you How do I live without you baby....... How do I live....
If this is true, I thought then, what will I think? Will I stay or rather have a get away? I`m scared that I won`t find a thing. And afraid that I`ll turn out to be alone. But I
I have to learn, have to try, have to trust I have to cry. Have to see, have to know that I can be myself.
And if I could, I would stay. And if they`re not, not in my way. I`ll stare here in the distance. But I`ll grow up to be just like you, yeah. I`ll grow up to be just like you, yeah.
I see it all I`m sure but do I know what`s right? I thought I knew, but it turns out the other way. I am scared that I won`t find a thing and afraid that I`ll turn out to be alone. But I
I have to learn, have to try, have to trust I have to cry. I have to see have to know that I can be myself.
If I could I, would stay. And if they`re not, not in my way. I`ll stare here in the distance. But I`ll grow up to be just like you, yeah. I`ll grow up to be just like you.
I want to tell you. Why would I try to? You are all that I can see now. Why would I try to?
And I want to tell you. Why would I try to? You are all I can see now. I know I`ll try to.
I have to learn, have to try, have to trust I had to cry. I have to see, have to know that I can be myself.
If I could, I would stay, yeah. And if they`re not, not in my way, yeah. I`ll stare here in the distance. But I`ll grow up to be just like you, yeah. I`ll grow up to be just like you, yeah. Like you
you're a bitch leave her alone the only thing you do is making her life harder let us live leave us alone we don't need you here go away you're standing in my way
no, leave me alone don't laugh, don't smile just don't look at me don't pretend that you see what's going on inside of me and never look into my eyes don't look into my soul 'cause I'm afraid, that one day the mask will fall down and you're going to see me
We're breaking things we can't repair And none of us will take the blame No, nothing can be done this time All the memories that we've made I threw them all away There's no need to talk it over Don't let me get you down Let's just move on I'm setting you free
'Cause I don't wanna hurt no more No, I don't wanna make you go Through one more rainy day No, I don't wanna hurt no more Strange enough I always knew I'm taking off today Don't wanna hurt no more
Will the moon be shining as bright as before? And as I'm singing a song The tears well up in my eyes And I will always wonder Why I will never have The life I wanted Now I'm letting it go
'Cause I don't wanna hurt no more No, I don't wanna make you go Through one more rainy day No, I don't wanna hurt no more There's not much more to say It's too late now I won't hurt no more
Should I wait 'til morning comes?
I am setting you free
'Cause I don't wanna hurt no more No, I don't wanna make you go Through one more rainy day No I don't wanna hurt no more Strange enough I always knew I'm taking off today I'm letting you go
If you could read my mind now you would be shocked if you could guess my thoughts I'm going to be locked
but, try to guess my thoughts try to look in my mind try to be not that blind than you will see I'm not the girl who always laughs I'm not so happy as I like
but yeah, maybe it's better this way just look at the happy side not deep inside of my soul 'cause you wouldn't understand it anyway so, it's better this way stay blind and don't look inside of my mind
Hoe kan ze dat nu zeggen? ik stel me toch niet aan ? Ze kan zeggen wat ze wilt voor mij is het gedaan ze kan haar fake-lach opzetten maar ik trap er niet meer in ze mag lachen zoveel ze wil voor mij heeft het geen zin
en hoe durft ze nu te zeggen: wat ziet hij in haar ? ik hoef het niet uit te leggen mijn gedachten zal ze niet raden in nog geen honderd jaar
Forgive me if I make a mistake Forgive me if I won't be there tomorrow Forgive me for all the sorrow and the pain Forgive me for the lying Forgive me if I do something I'll regret Forgive me everything
I try so hard to forget everything I want to put all my memories in a box, put it away and lock it Never open it again 'Cause they're all bad memories Of a broken child Nothing to do about it It happend In any other way, no one was there for me
For clarity, she's broken and she feels like she's never gonna be 'whole' again ...
Almost no-one knows about the scars underneath no-one wants to look at her for what she really is I think she's really fragile sometimes the hope just flies away in a second nothing to do about it... The Scars Underneath
And they still have no idea they don't even see that I'm going down I'm slipping away in the darkness I get fulled with the so familiar sadness I'm just so sick of it
But I have to admit That there is a ray of sun a clear breath of the see a bless of the wind a kiss of an angel a bright star in the sky a light in the darkness You
I have to say it again I'm sorry But I never felt this way before I love you
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes ...
-Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders- As if I could break any second fragile But what if my shoulders break down under the weight? what if I fall apart? What if I can't take the weight anymore? I would fall into pieces, and she too ... on this moment the tiniest thing can bring me down any second could break my heart a word can destroy my world like a moment could ruin all the life as everything is nothing
It hurts so bad when I see you like that I've already said it a thousand times But I wish I could do something There is only one wish left and that one is for you You are my wish You're everything I ever wanted <3
I've got my things packed, my favorite pillow Got my sleeping bag, climb out the window All the pictures and pain, I've left behind All the freedom and fame, I've gotta find
And I wonder, how long it will take them To notice that I'm gone And I wonder, how far it'll take me
To run away, it don't make any sense to me Run away, this life makes no sense to me Run away, it don't make any sense to me Run away, it don't make any sense to me
I was just trying to be myself, have it your way, I'll meet you in hell It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell, I've got to run away It's hypocritical of you, do as you say not as you do I'll never be your perfect girl, I've got to run away
Well, I'm too young to be taken seriously But I'm too old to believe all this hypocrisy And I wonder, how long it will take them to see my bed is made And I wonder
If I was a mistake, I might have nowhere left to go But I know that I cannot go home These words are strapped inside my head Tell me to run before I'm dead
Chase the rainbows in my mind And I will try to stay alive Maybe the world will know one day Why won't you help me run away
It don't make any sense to me, run away This life makes no sense to me, run away
I could start again to the family I could change my name, come and go as I please
In the dead of night You'll wonder where I've gone Wasn't it you, wasn't it you Wasn't it you that made me run away
I was just trying to be myself, have it your way I'll meet you in hell All these secrets that I shouldn't tell, I've got to run away Hypocritical of you, do as you say not as you do Never be your perfect girl, I've got to run away
It don't make any sense to me, run away This life makes no sense to me, run away It don't make any sense to me, run away It don't make any sense to me
This life makes no sense to me It don't make any sense to me It don't make any sense to me Life don't make any sense to me
Stop falling ... My darling, I love you too much to ever let you go And I know you love me too So we have to go on, but you never stand alone As long as I am here, I will try to fix the things that went wrong And I'm always there. But plz, stop falling ... I can't stand losing you You are the best thing ever happend to me ... <3
Oh, it hurts my soul Cuz I can't let go All these walls are caving in I can't stop my suffering I hate to show that I've lost control Cuz I, I keep going right back To the one thing that I need Don't walk away ...
Everytime I try to gasp for air I am smothered in despair it's never over, over Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare I let out a silent prayer, let it be over, over
Inside I'm screaming Begging, pleading No more ...
I keep going right back To the one thing that I need
Just my thoughts ...
