I try so hard to forget everything I want to put all my memories in a box, put it away and lock it Never open it again 'Cause they're all bad memories Of a broken child Nothing to do about it It happend In any other way, no one was there for me
For clarity, she's broken and she feels like she's never gonna be 'whole' again ...
Almost no-one knows about the scars underneath no-one wants to look at her for what she really is I think she's really fragile sometimes the hope just flies away in a second nothing to do about it... The Scars Underneath
And they still have no idea they don't even see that I'm going down I'm slipping away in the darkness I get fulled with the so familiar sadness I'm just so sick of it
But I have to admit That there is a ray of sun a clear breath of the see a bless of the wind a kiss of an angel a bright star in the sky a light in the darkness You
I have to say it again I'm sorry But I never felt this way before I love you
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes ...
-Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders- As if I could break any second fragile But what if my shoulders break down under the weight? what if I fall apart? What if I can't take the weight anymore? I would fall into pieces, and she too ... on this moment the tiniest thing can bring me down any second could break my heart a word can destroy my world like a moment could ruin all the life as everything is nothing
It hurts so bad when I see you like that I've already said it a thousand times But I wish I could do something There is only one wish left and that one is for you You are my wish You're everything I ever wanted <3
I've got my things packed, my favorite pillow Got my sleeping bag, climb out the window All the pictures and pain, I've left behind All the freedom and fame, I've gotta find
And I wonder, how long it will take them To notice that I'm gone And I wonder, how far it'll take me
To run away, it don't make any sense to me Run away, this life makes no sense to me Run away, it don't make any sense to me Run away, it don't make any sense to me
I was just trying to be myself, have it your way, I'll meet you in hell It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell, I've got to run away It's hypocritical of you, do as you say not as you do I'll never be your perfect girl, I've got to run away
Well, I'm too young to be taken seriously But I'm too old to believe all this hypocrisy And I wonder, how long it will take them to see my bed is made And I wonder
If I was a mistake, I might have nowhere left to go But I know that I cannot go home These words are strapped inside my head Tell me to run before I'm dead
Chase the rainbows in my mind And I will try to stay alive Maybe the world will know one day Why won't you help me run away
It don't make any sense to me, run away This life makes no sense to me, run away
I could start again to the family I could change my name, come and go as I please
In the dead of night You'll wonder where I've gone Wasn't it you, wasn't it you Wasn't it you that made me run away
I was just trying to be myself, have it your way I'll meet you in hell All these secrets that I shouldn't tell, I've got to run away Hypocritical of you, do as you say not as you do Never be your perfect girl, I've got to run away
It don't make any sense to me, run away This life makes no sense to me, run away It don't make any sense to me, run away It don't make any sense to me
This life makes no sense to me It don't make any sense to me It don't make any sense to me Life don't make any sense to me
Stop falling ... My darling, I love you too much to ever let you go And I know you love me too So we have to go on, but you never stand alone As long as I am here, I will try to fix the things that went wrong And I'm always there. But plz, stop falling ... I can't stand losing you You are the best thing ever happend to me ... <3
Oh, it hurts my soul Cuz I can't let go All these walls are caving in I can't stop my suffering I hate to show that I've lost control Cuz I, I keep going right back To the one thing that I need Don't walk away ...
Everytime I try to gasp for air I am smothered in despair it's never over, over Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare I let out a silent prayer, let it be over, over
Inside I'm screaming Begging, pleading No more ...
I keep going right back To the one thing that I need
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside She's lost inside, lost inside
I thought the sun was shining bright and that everything was gonna be alright but nothing is less true and I can also see it on you
sometimes I just can't take it anymore and then again ... I want to walk into that door if all my life is sorrow and sadness than I'm going in the darkness ...
Just my thoughts ...
