Somedays I sit staring out the window, watchin' this world pass me by Sometimes I think there's nothin' to live for. I almost break down and cry. Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm crazy, oh so crazy.Why am I here? Am I just wasting my time. But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy. It all makes sense when I look into her eyes
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders. Everyone's leaning on me Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over, but then she comes back to me.
People make jokes cuz they don't understand me, they just don't see my real side I act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy. My insecurities could eat me alive But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy. It all makes sense when I look in her eyes.
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders. Everyone's leaning on me Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over, but then she comes back to me.
But I wanna to just take this time out to be perfectly honest, cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul. And just know that I grow colder the older I grow. This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold, and this load is like the weight of the world, and I think my neck is breakin'. Should I just give up or try to live up to these expectations?
But the years that I've wasted is nothing to the tears that I've tasted,. But fuck it, it's over. There's no more reason to cry no more. I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore (Fii) So sayonara, try tommorra, nice to know ya. Our baby's traveled back to the arms of her rightful owner. And suddenly it seems like my shoulder blades have just shifted. It's like the greatest gift you could get. The weight has been lifted.
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders. Everyone's leaning on me Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over, but then she comes back to me...
Just my thoughts ...
