This week we haven't spoken so much and I'm starting to give it a place in my mind.........we did speak almost every day, just for a few minutes, which makes it strange, because there is so much I want to tell him, but we don't have the time due to circumstances......
Today our connection wasn't so good, which made that we had to stop after just a few moments, after an hour, which wasn't so bad, because this way I could get some work done, but after an hour the connection was fixed, and he contacted me again.....and as always before the weekend we try to make it kind of special.....and we keep getting interrupted every five minutes by ringing phones and mails, but ah....we're both busy persons, if you think about it it's even strange that we find (or make) the time to talk to eachother as often as we can.....
I still feel a lot for him, he does too, now I'm going to leave for a week on a business trip and will be alone, without my family, when I'll get back we are all together going on a holiday for 3 weeks and I won't be able to talk to him for 3 weeks, he's going away too with his family, this freaks me out already......
Perhaps it's for the best this way, we'll see how we feel after this period, you are expected to celebrate the holidays together in all harmony....perhaps we'll both feel that it was just a thing that we had to go through and that we feel good with our family....
We'll see......i'll try to write about how I feel next week and what's going on in my mind then......
