a place for my head... <3 er zijn momenten dat iemand nood heeft aan een plek voor zichzelf en zijn gedachten...
27-05-2009
breathe no more- evanescence
I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. Oh the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, Convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this, Will make sense when I get better. I know the difference, Between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder, Which of us do you love. So I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe now... Bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe, I breathe- I breathe no more.
[ Ik heb dit liedje geschreven voor mijn mama. Het is alleen nog maar een tekst, maar ik hoop dat deze al genoeg zegt...]
Mom it's not your fault 'cause you have a heart of gold our life is just not like it used to be it's so unfair, you see don't let this get you down we have to go on.
chorus : let stream all your tears let me see all your fears I want to hold your hand and I will show you our footprints in the sand they're not always light 'cause sometimes we have to fight but if we do this together it will go so much better (believe me, you'll see)
Mom I'm still your little girl I love you and I'll always do please, take my hand we have to go on step by step our footprints in the sand there's nothing you have to hide I'm here, by your side
chorus
let me see all your tears show me all your fears there's nothing you have to hide I'm here by your side maybe, now it's all black but Mom, he comes back it's gonna be a long way but if we stay and dream together it will go so much better trust me you'll see !
don't know what to do don't know what to say don't know you can help me now
I know tomorrow will be there but who can say tomorrow will be better...
life just don't make any sence to me... I can't explain my feeling sorry... I really am 'cause I know you want to help me and you want to talk to me but it won't help now...
sorry
for my fake smile for my tears now for everything I did wrong...
but deep inside you know you're not happy it's all fake but you don't have any choice you have to go on
they know your story but they don't know your feeling
I asked myself a thousand times : and now ? what's gonna happen ? they know my story but my thoughts and feeling are still the same
but mom, thanks for being there I know it's not easy but really thanks don't know you understand me but you try don't know you help me but you try thanks....
life is difficult for you I see in your eyes that you miss him day after day you want to take him with you and never let go
I try to help you I talk to you but my words won't take the pain away
please fight for him 'cause I know you belong together he's the only one for you you're the only one for him
fight for it fight for your love don't let her take him away from you 'cause you're meant to be you belong to eachother and maybe he doesn't realize that but deep inside he loves you so much
I hear it, the way he talks to you I see it, the way he looks to you I feel it...
mom, please, fight for him you're the princess, he's the prince and you belong together don't let her take him away from you ...
Conversations with my thirteen year old self Conversations with my thirteen year old self
You're angry I know this The world couldn't care less You're lonely I feel this And you wish you were the best No teachers Or guidance And you always walk alone You're crying At night when Nobody else is home
Come over here and let me hold your hand and hug you darling I promise you that it won't always feel this bad There are so many things I want to say to you You're the girl I used to be You little heartbroken thirteen year old me
You're laughing But you're hiding God I know that trick too well You forget That I've been you And now I'm just the shell I promise I love you and Everything will work out fine Don't try to Grow up yet Oh just give it some time
The pain you feel is real you're not asleep but it's a nightmare But you can wake up anytime Oh don't lose your passion or the fighter that's inside of you You're the girl I used to be The pissed off complicated thirteen year old me
Conversations with my thirteen year old self Conversations with my thirteen year old self
Until we meet again Oh I wish you well oh I wish you well Little girl Until we meet again Oh I wish you well Little girl I wish you well Until we meet again My little thirteen year old me
will they miss me when I'm not there anymore ? will they still love me if I leave them ? or will they be angry when I leave them ? will they forget me when I'm not here anymore ?
I don't know... maybe it's too hard to find an answer
maybe I don't wanna know an answer maybe I just have to leave this world without answers
baby, don't lose your hope please don't go away 'cause if you go I follow you
I know it doesn't matter what I say but please... I beg U stay you're the one I live for you're my everything without you there's no me there's no Fii
baby, I give you all my strength I give you all my hope I give you my light and I hope you will survive I can say so much but I know my words will not help
baby I ask you stop it ! it's oh so fake don't be so sweet if you want to scream to me if you want to kill me
you want me back I know... but it's too late so stop it doesn't make any sense to me you're oh so fake everything you do it's not you
if you want to scream to me if you want to kill me baby, just do I can't believe that you're so sweet... it's just so fake oh damn... please be yourself I can't say that you're good as you are 'cause I don't know how you are and maybe I don't wanna know how you are
