So... I took a FBpause....
It has all been too much...just too much...
Yes I m still with Boomer at the clinic almost every day to get IV fluids to clean his blood and help his kidneys, day 57 I believe.
And to be honest, I think he is the one helping me to stay on top of all the rest.
It went wrong with the loading of the horses on June 5, it went in the end wrong with Cuba falling in the trailer 10 days ago, last week the truck should have come back to get them to leave us waiting for 3 days with more delays and delays to then forsee to arrive in the middle of the night when they knew they would not be able to get in nor that there are any streetlights or so here in the mountains...
Ow yes I even paid a ticket for Brenda on Tuesdaynight for her to come back on wednesday morning as the pick-up was delayed to Wednesday afternoon and I wanted her to be there... She left on Thursdaynight (so to be in time in Belgium for Cuba's arrival)...but the truck has not arrived yet...
They refused to wait a few hours for daylight so drove on without taking Cuba and Black.
At that point I was broken and tired... so damn tired.
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