~dear brain, sorry for overloading you with thoughts of him. dear tummy, sorry for all the butterflies. dear pillow, sorry for all the tears. dear heart, sorry for all the damage. dear me, sorry for being head-over-heels in love with him.~
~ I wanted to tell him that Ill never be sorry for loving him. That, in a way, I still do, that maybe I always will. Ill never regret a single thing we did together cause what we had was special. Maybe if we were 5 years older it would have worked out differently. Maybe, I think, its just that Im not ready for forever ~
-ik weet dat ik je met duizenden lieve woorden niet terug zal krijgen , & als ik uren om je zou huilen zou dat alleen maar nutteloos zijn , ik weet dat , mijn hoofd weet dat , maar mijn hart kan het niet loslaten ,de vlinders in m'n buik blijven-
-As I've grown, I've learned several things. Life is full of disappointments & people you trusted will sooner or later let you down. I've learned that often those you love will love someone else & there's only one way to fall; fast & hard. I've learned that out of thousands of smiles, it takes one to touch your heart. I've found that words can be deceiving, but the truth always lies in a person's eyes. I've learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye & tears often come without invitation. I've learned crying can make us stronger & there is never too much love to go around. I've learned that prejudice helps no one & that weapons don't hurt people, people hurt people. I've learned sticks & stones may leave cuts and bruises but harsh words leave scars. I've found that every time you give someone a piece of your heart, it's a piece that you will never get back. I've learned the past is meant to be put behind us & we can't dwell on regrets, for what's done is done. I've learned that trusting yourself is the first step & that forgiving is remembering that helps your own heart more then theirs. I've found that family isn't always blood & everyone is someone's hero. I've learned life is unexpected & that God can do anything. I've learned some things aren't meant to be understood & that only time heals. I've found that imagination is our greatest gift & that we are meant to dream for a reason. I've learned it is never too late to fall in love & that being "beautiful" is all on the inside. Mistakes are our best teachers & everything happens for a reason. Only then can you live life to it's full & true potential-
~Love isn't perfect, It isn't a fairytale or a storybook, and it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together. Holding on, and never letting go. Love is work. But most of all, Love is realizing that every hour, every minute, every second is worth it. Because we did it together~
-You know you're in love when you can say anything to the person & you know they won't laugh at you, when you can see their face when you close your eyes, when you can still feel their arms around you holding you tight long after they're gone, when you can still taste their kiss after you have said goodbye. You can tell you're in love when you miss them before they're gone, when their voice lingers in your ears, when their presence eases any pain, when their name sends chills down your spine, when they're the only one you can think about. You know you're in love when you can see all their hopes & dreams & their soul when you look into their eyes, when they call you at four in the morning & say I love you & mean it, when your tears stain not only their shirt but also their heart, when they're hurt just the because of these tears, when even a simple chore done with them can become a lasting memory. Ultimately, you know you're in love when you can't imagine living without them & can't figure how you lived before you knew them, when they fulfil every need & without them you're incomplete, the love of someone else completes the heart & soul & mind all at once.
--I hope you read this and realize how much of a mistake you were in my life, and how much I can't stand you. So this is for you, sweetheart, I hope everything you love falls the fuck apart--
-Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all of your life You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care-
- I don't know. I mean, I want to be his friend. But then again, I don't. You know? I mean how can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them you're thinking about how much more you really want.
-Het is moeilijk de dingen te nemen zoals ze zijn, omdat het nu eenmaal zo is gegaan, omdat er geen weg meer terug is, omdat het geen zin heeft stil te blijven staan. Blijven zitten met de vragen in je hoofd, omdat je sommige dingen niet kunt weten, omdat er soms geen antwoord is, omdat het onmogelijk is het te vergeten. Kwaad worden op de wereld om je heen, omdat niemand kan weten wat jij voelt, omdat anderen gewoon verder leven, omdat ze toch niet snappen wat jij bedoelt. En toch verder gaan in het leven, omdat je leert leven met de pijn -
~ Zeg nooit tegen iemand waarvan je niet houdt, ''Ik hou van je''. Praat niet over gevoelens die je niet in je hebt, alsof ze wel bestaan. Ga niet in iemands leven om die persoons hart te breken. En lieg nooit tegen ogen die jou met liefde aankijken. Want de grootste pijn die je iemand kan geven, is die persoon verliefd op je laten worden, zonder zelf verliefd te worden ..
-I want a guy, who will text me all day and after every text put a heart beside it, who will text me at night just saying 'Goodnight, sleep well beautiful.' who will text me, waking me up in the morning, just to ask 'How did you sleep' and after I reply and ask how he slept, he'd say 'I couldn't sleep because all night I was thinking about you, but babe thats not a bad thing´.
~ jij was het beste in mijn leven , mijn alles , maar nu is er leegte , ik snap het niet , waarom moest het zo gaan , 'k hebt toch niks verkeert gedaan ? zoveel vrage , maar geen antwoorden , 'k zie alles nog voor my , alles wat wij samen dede , je gaf my zoveel kriebels in myn buik . & weet dat die kriebels nooit meer over gaan , je bent de ware , Degene die me echte liefde liet voele , die liefde die ik nooit heb gekent , die liefde die ik aleen maar met jou wil delen , 'k ben zo verward , wat moet ik doen , 'k wil voor jou vechte , maar hoe , hoe kan ik je laten zien dat ik echt van je hou dat je alles voor me bent .. 'k wil je alles geven , alles wat je will , als ik jou dan maar trug zou krijgen , 'k zou moorden voor jou plegen , want jij bent dat allemaal waard ~
-I never told you You were my world I never told you How much i loved you i never showed You how much i needed you I never kissed you as much as i wanted to I never told you how stunning you always looked And now i can never tell you I love you And now the only time i can tell you everything is in my dreams because ur never coming back to me .
-Some people are easy to get over, they only take a week or two, but sooner or later, you'll find the one, who has changed everything about you, and no matter how hard you try, you can't find the words to say goodbye.
-Nooit zall ik je nog in myn leve binne late , Nooit willek nog iemand die mn hart uit myn lijf rukt & het kapotstamt Jij kwetste mij meer dan je ooit zult beseffe , Nooit wil ik nog iemand die zegt dat ik de enige ben & dan toch ng een ander heeft , Nooit meer '
- When I see you together, my heart breaks. And it's not because I hate her or because she doesn't deserve you. It's because I've always told you that you deserve the best, and now I'm afraid that you've found it. And the worst part is, I'm crazy about you.
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