mom, dad i'm just missing you now aan de hemel staat een stralende ster. dat zijn men ouders heel hoog en heel ver.
10-04-2013
birthday
mijn eerste verjaardag zonder mam en pap.
tvoelt zo raar om te weten dat u eigen ouders u nooit 15 hebben zien worden. ze kunnen mij niet meer zien opgroeien. niet meer zien hoe ik het ga maken later! mijn dromen waarmaken en groot worden in deze wereld. ze kunnen nooit meer trots op me zijn.
en dat zijn de mopmenten die je het meest kwaad en machteloos maken.
mijn lijflied op dit moment :p een liedje van the script en het gaat over iemand die zijn ouders is verloren en nog steeds hoopt dat ze op hem neer kijken en hij hen trots maakt zoals ik dat ook hoop dat mijn ouders op mij neer kijken en trots op me zijn en zien dat ik iets van mijn leven kan maken.
Oh if you could see me now It was February the fourteen, Valentine's Day The roses came, but they took you away Tattooed on my arm is a charm to disarm all the harm Gotta keep myself calm but the truth is you're gone And I'll never get to show you these songs Dad, you should see the tours that I'm on, I see you standing there next to mom Both singing along, yeah arm in arm And there are days when I'm losing my faith Because the man wasn't good he was great He'd say music was the home for your pain And explain, I was young, he would say "Take that rage, put it on a page Take the page to the stage Blow the roof off the place" I'm tryna make you proud Do everything you did I hope you're up there with God Saying that's my kid
I still look for your face in the crowd Oh if you could see me now Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow Oh if you could see me now
If you could see me now would you recognise me Would you pat me on the back or would you criticise me Would you follow every line on my tear stained face Put your hand on a heart that's was cold As the day you were taken away I know it's been awhile but I could see you clear as day Right now, I wish I could hear you say I drink too much and I smoke too much dutch But if you can't see me now that shit's a must You used to say I won't know I will until it cost me Like I won't know real love till I've loved then I've lost it And if you've lost a sister, someone's lost a mom And if you've lost a dad, then someone's lost a son And they're all missing now, and they're all missing now So if you get a second to look down at me now Mum, Dad, I'm just missing you now
I still look for your face in the crowd Oh if you could see me now Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow? Oh if you could see me now
Oh... Oh... Would you call me a saint or a sinner? Would you love me a loser or winner? Oh... Oh... When I see my face in the mirror We look so alike that it makes me shiver
I still look for your face in the crowd Oh if you could see me now Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow? Oh if you could see me now
