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karen en lot
ons leven
10-10-2010
you're gonna go far kid
Show me how to lie Youre getting better all the time And turning all against the one Is an art thats hard to teach Another clever word Sets off an unsuspecting herd And as you step back into line A mob jumps to their feet
Now dance fucker dance Man he never had a chance And no one even knew It was really only you
And now you steal away Take him out today Nice work you did Youre gonna go far, kid
With a thousand lies And a good disguise Hit em right between the eyes Hit em right between the eyes When you walk away Nothing more to say See the lightning in your eyes See em running for their lives
Slowly out of line And drifting closer in your sights So play it out Im wide awake Its a scene about me Theres something in your way And now someone is gonna pay And if you cant get what you want Well its all because of me
Now dance, fucker, dance Man, I never had a chance And no one even knew It was really only you
And now youll lead the way Show the light of day Nice work you did Youre gonna go far, kid Trust, deceived!
With a thousand lies And a good disguise Hit em right between the eyes Hit em right between the eyes When you walk away Nothing more to say See the lightning in your eyes See em running for their lives
Now dance, fucker, dance He never had a chance And no one even knew It was really only you
So dance, fucker, dance I never had a chance It was really only you
With a thousand lies And a good disguise Hit em right between the eyes Hit em right between the eyes When you walk away Nothing more to say See the lightning in your eyes See em running for their lives
Clever alibis Lord of the flies Hit em right between the eyes Hit em right between the eyes When you walk away Nothing more to say See the lightning in your eyes See em running for their lives
It's in the eyes of the children As they leave for the very first time And it's in the heart of the soldier As he takes a bullet on the frontline It's in the face of a mother As she takes the force of a blow And its in the hands of the father yeah As he works his fingers to the bone This is why we do it This is worth the pain This is why we bow down And get back up again This is where the heart lies This is from above Love is this, this is love Love is why we do it Love is worth the pain Love is why we fall down And get back up again Love is where the heart lies Love is from above Love is this, this is love
If I could read your mind, love what a tale your thoughts could tell just like a paperback novel. The kind the drugstores sell. When you reached the part where the heartaches come, the hero would be me, but heroes often fall. You won't read that book again, because the ending is too much to take.
I've been used. I've been stabbed in the back while they promise the earth I've been left in the cold I've been lied to I've been laughed at I've been pulled to the lowest place I've been a body, and that's all.
Now there is something weird going on, there's someone who seems to care. It feels so unfamiliar, so weird. I was sure it was the same loser with the nice talks, nice looks, but after all a jerk. Now he's trying to persuade me, and I really want to trust him, but when something little goes wrong I'm going back to the past and protecting myself. I know it's safe with him but something stops me everytime.
It's all your fault, because of you I don't believe in true love anymore.
We are all buzzy with climbing up, being good to everyone so everyone would like you. Buzzy with your points at school because if your points are bad, goodbye freedom. We are so buzzy that we forget the time. Everyone is always complaining about how life goes by so fast, before you know it you are retired and you are spoiling your grandchildren with looooooots of candy. Life goes way too fast, but we forget to enjoy the moments. Even the little things, a beautiful line of a song which you always get goosebumps from, the smiles of children, a hug of someone you love... We are always trying to reach a goal, but once we get there, we don't enjoy it, we are just trying to find something else to reach. It's kinda stupid, you don't have to proof that you deserve to live. You just have to enjoy each breath on this world.
Someone once told me that relationships are like mirrors. Once broken, then you can try to fix them but you would still see the scars. But why can't we just like mirrors with scars? We have been teached that mirrors haven't scars. But the only declaration is that we rather buy a new mirror than try to fix them. 'Cause you've got to take your time to fix the mirror, piece by piece. And sometimes it takes a lot of time because the mirror is so broken that you can't see clear anymore. And it also takes time to get used to a broken mirror. And after all that time you can see trough the scars, and you'll see, the view is still the same.
Sometimes it's easy to feel like you're the only on in the world
who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting
by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the
courage to face it all for another day and someone, or something, will
find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help
sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in our world. To remind us
that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there, and that
someone will find you.
"Nobody has all the answers, but we all have our why's. Like, why
did this happen? Why didn't we see it coming? And why do people 'watch
American Idol?'
It's been said that there's one word that will free us from the
weight and the pain of life, and that word is love, and i believe that.
That doesn't mean that it hasn't been hard, or that it won't be. It
just means that, I found a stillness and bravery in myself with you.
you make me brave, and i will love you until the end of time. This i
vow today
That love thing isn't as easy as I thought. It has so many bitchy things you have to deal with. Jealousy, the missing part, the fight about little things, the fights about things that aren't so little. Now i'm stuck with the missing part. Well, it's summer vacation, and I thought, hmm summer with my boyfriend. I LIKE. :D I was wrong. He's going on a weekend with his friends and the days after that i can't go to him because i have things to do and after that i'm going on a camp. Now I don't want to ruin his weekend with his friends, so i shut my mouth about the day between that weekend and my camp I can't go to him (he doesn't know that). But the thing is, I'm already missing him, it's a week ago that i've seen him, but i'm texing him all the time! and in the period of his weekend and my camp i can't text him. Can you have so much pain of missing someone that you can die?
I mentioned earlier that I'm not doing well, now I am doing fine, this song helped me a couple of weeks : beyonce- if i were a boy If I were a boy even just for a day I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go ooooohhh
Drink beer with the guys and chase after girls I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it 'Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her 'Cause I'd know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted 'Cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it's broken So they would think I'm sleeping alone
I'd put myself first And make the rules as I go 'Cause i know that she'd be faithful Waiting for me to come home,to come home
If I were a boy I think I would understand how it feels to love a girl I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her 'Cause I'd know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted 'Cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed
It's too late for you to come back Says it's just a mistake Think I'd forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you you thought wrong
But you're just a boy you don't understand and you don't understand ,oh how it feels to love a girl someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her You don't care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted 'Cause your taking her for granted And everything you had got destroyed But you're just a boy
I mentioned earlier that I'm not doing well, now I am doing fine, this song helped me a couple of weeks : beyonce- if i were a boy If I were a boy even just for a day I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go ooooohhh
Drink beer with the guys and chase after girls I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it 'Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her 'Cause I'd know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted 'Cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it's broken So they would think I'm sleeping alone
I'd put myself first And make the rules as I go 'Cause i know that she'd be faithful Waiting for me to come home,to come home
If I were a boy I think I would understand how it feels to love a girl I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her 'Cause I'd know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted 'Cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed
It's too late for you to come back Says it's just a mistake Think I'd forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you you thought wrong
But you're just a boy you don't understand and you don't understand ,oh how it feels to love a girl someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her You don't care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted 'Cause your taking her for granted And everything you had got destroyed But you're just a boy
when my phone vibrated i used to hop it was you. now i'm hoping it's you and that you're telling me something good. the changes we make, the things we decide, the conclusions we make, they are what makes us who we are. who we were. i think i am in love with the person i thought you were, so I'm double-messed up, i not only lost my love, i lost my illusion, my friend-who-i-can-always-count-on. Let's just wait and see, who you'll be. i think this i just met somebody, a few hours ago, who is totaly perfect, i see an opportunity, a chance, for a change :) it's perfect, and so is he.
cry over me. feel bad about me. hate yourself for me. 'cause I'm not going to be there to tell you that everything will be fine. it won't,and i won't be there . And you don't want to lose me, because when this is all over, I will be the one person who will want to stay by your side. but not anymore, so, this is not a lovesong, this is goodbye, and ok, we can still be friends, but look at our history, we aren't very good at 'just friends' are we? but I'll give it a shot, because it's you and me right :) but don't blame me when i get over you, and never come back . :)
this is a song I just found, it's really nice, kinda right for this moment , it describes how i feel
Every night I remember that event The way you looked when you said you were leaving The way you cried as you turned to walk away The cruel words and the false accusations The mean looks and the same old frustrations I never thought that we'd throw it all away But we threw it all away.
And I'm a little bit lost without you And I'm a bloody big mess inside And I'm a little bit lost without you This aint a love song this is goodbye (oooooh) This aint a love song this is goodbye (ooooh)
I've been lost, I've been losing I've been tired, I'm all hurt and confusion I've been mad, I'm the kind of man that I'm not I'm going down, I'll be coming back fighting I may be scared and a little bit frightened But I'll be back, I'll be coming back to life I'll be coming back to life
they are fake, they are bitches , they are a living commercial for beauty-products, they are always orange, their boobies are blown up (fake bras) to make a loooong list of my frustrations short : we hate them. they know we do. But still everybody acts like they love them 'nwly Bi-atch' (why do you think they call each other that way? because they know they are!) why do we act like that? we want to be part of it all? the parties? the boys? the clan? the being better than somebody else? GUESS not yuo are way better off with your real friends. friends that will DUMP you if you don't get over yourself and over the army of skanks, stop hanging out with them and acting like that's fine. Or I will... you know you love me, nwly-shit karen ow, I think you know this message is for you.
I still remember the feeling when I was a year of 12, i felt terrible. Things changed, not only my surrounding. Not only the people around me. Even I was changed. Goodbye stupid stories with my barbies as actors. What's happened with the innocent jokes I made? Then people laugh with them, now, I cannot make them anymore, because that's what little childs do. My mum and dad say that I'm a big girl now, and that I don't used to do all those childish things.
I wrote this a few months ago, and I had forgotten to poste it.
'Illusions are like balloons, once punctured and there is nothing left. You can try to blow them back, but you can't. Illusions are like balloons, if you have too much balloons you'll fly. Illusions are like balloons, they look so beautiful, but they only exist of air. Illusions are like balloons, once you have to let them fly away.'
What does this word «love» means? Love has been described as the greatest need humans have. From the cradle to the grave, people strive after love, thrive in its warmth, even pine away and die for lack of it. Nonetheless,it is surprisingly difficult to define. Of course, people talk a lot about love. There is an endless stream of books, songs and poems about it. The results do not always clarify the meaning of love. The true meaning seems ever more elusive.
I found a lot of inspiration in 'One Tree Hill'. Here are a few quotes:
You ever heard the expression 'The best things in life are free.' Well that expression is true.' Every once in a while, people step up they rise above themselves sometimes they surprise you and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard but if you look close enough, you can find hope in the words of children, in the bars of the song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.
"You know it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they're happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you realize how wrong you've been, that you realize how much you need it, how much you love it."
There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.
"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days."
