Musings of a Flemish Lutheran in an Exciting World
18-04-2014
Triduum Sacrum
Some personal thoughts on Holy Week and Easter put in prayer (some of you might recognise these)
As we approach Your banquet, o Lord, we do not
claim to have come by ourselves, but solely by the invitation of Your life-giving
word. When Jesus spreads open His arms at the Father´s table, may we come to
realise the mystery of bread turned Body and wine become Blood. May the
elements of our Eucharist grow as a part of us and may they work in us to the
Spirit´s bountiful harvest. So that we -in truth and gratitude- may start to acknowledge
the Fount from which this sustaining strength flows forth.
Only at the ninth hour, o Lord, do we realise
that we too slept when prayer was needed, that we fled when courage was asked,
that we too denied when the truth was obvious. If only we could clutch the base
of Calvary cross, dig the splinters in our fingers or pull the thorns over our
head. Perhaps then we can learn regret and thanksgiving. Yet, unable to do this
by ourselves, Lord, we ask You to extend the unconditional love of there and
then to the here and now. On this day You do not withhold Your only Son as the
sacrificial Lamb for the world and its shortcomings. Teach us this compassion
and mercy, and help us to wait for the third day.
As the stone is rolled before the entrance, o
Lord, we remain behind grieving, despairing, in disbelief. As Jesus descends to
Hell to free the righteous, instil in us, Father, patience to accept the
silence and darkness of the tomb. Prepare us for the festival to come, give us
hope to look forward to the joyous revelation at hand. Grant us faith, to be
certain that this patience and hope, this vigil, will not be without reply.
Friend of the Last Supper, Victim of the
Crucifixion, Victor of the Tomb and Bringer of Freedom, we hail You. In Your
rising we find all our shortcomings atoned, we find our faith rekindled. In
Your resurrection we see clearly the way to come to the Father. The old has
gone, a new creation is revealed. As mourning is turned to happiness and night
flees a glorious dawn, we pray: rise in us that we may rise up to You, shine on
us that we may lighten the world with Your glory and majesty.
It's been a while since I last posted on here; I had plenty of ideas but somehow none of them seemed to come to fuition or seemed just right at the time (I'm keeping them on the back burner though for future possible posts).
So here's a little something:
As part of my training I spent over a week in the lovely South English town of Ringwood, not very big but certainly not very sleepy either. I was staying with a lovely couple of vicar and mrs vicar (the wife originally being a priest in the Church of Sweden, hence the Lutheran connection) and I am very grateful for the warm welcome and interesting time I had. Just like my time in Liverpool it made my training a very ecumenical, Porvoo Agreement, Anglican-Lutheran Society event.
Now Ringwood is a parish comprising three active Church of England congregations, which means a lot of running, driving and rushing around for the priests. It also means that they look after baptisms, weddings and funerals (to wet, marry and bury) of anyone who lives within parish borders, even if they never -and I do mean NEVER- set foot in a church. The whole thing seems a bit odd to us coming from the Napoleonic system but it's all part and parcel of being an Established Church. You can't refuse requests, and while it allows for great opportunities from a missionary point of view, add to that the trials and tribulations of the 'regular crowd' and you get some idea of the work load it all presents.
I attended all the Sunday services practically possible (7 in total), 3 Morning Prayers, a baptism celebration for 3 kids, 2 wedding rehersals and consequent matrimonies, 2 funerals, and funeral, wedding and baptism visits both at the vicarage and at people's home. Add to that a trip to Christchurch Priory, an ecumenical Christian Aid meeting and a Lent Group and you can understand that I enjoyed a pretty busy week (exhillirating and exhausting). If this is the 'avarage parish week', phew!?
During that week an article appeared on The Guardian's website about a vicar's wife (not ordained herself unlike my hostess) complaining about all the hours her husband, by all accounts a kind and spiritual man, put in for his congregation. The lady blistered at what she felt was the blatant disregard for all the time and effort her husband was putting into the parish without as much as a shred of thanks and appreciation. You could feel the life being sucked out of these people and it was really sad. Remeber all the effort and ceromony they put in by request from 'non-churchy occasional punters' mentioned above?
They don't tell you these things at Seminary/Theological Faculty!!
They don't tell you about the faulty electric wiring, the eratic sound system or the bursting plumbing; neither do they tell you about the energy, time and soul you are expected to put into this kind of vocation, this type of life, more often than not without any gratitude or recognition in return. Ministry can indeed become soul-sucking work! Perhaps they don't tell students and ordinands this for fear of them dropping out, perhaps it's because the people who teach have been away from parish ministry too long... who knows. Fact is, that this experience has NOT made me waver, but it does make you aware that this is not something to be taken on lightly (a bit like the marriage vows, come to think of it).
This is not a life to be taken for granted, just like any other job, any other vocation, is not to be taken for granted!
Perhaps we all need a little less "Vicar of Dibley" and little more "Rev.", which apparently is being used in some parts as examples for future pastors and priests.
Now there's a thought, perhaps one of the next posts should be about that fab series?
Recently an acquaintance of mine told me I was often very negative about
her religious affiliation on Facebook, and that my language was just as populist
and insulting as the ones I oppose. Now, I realise that in the instantaneousness
of social media my anger, frustration or zeal can get the better of me (that
why theres an Edit button) and some messages are on the forceful side, though
I reckon not with intentional insult. So
I apologise!
Although I still disagree with her about the arguments in the debate, it
did strike a chord with me and for that Im grateful to her (he admitted
grudgingly). So I thought I would share some thoughts with you on the language
of love.
The whole parlance in conversation and debate and the issue of what is courteous
go beyond the scope of FB and the like, it are matters that touch public
opinion but also academic research and even the democratic process.
Let me illustrate by referring to those (in)famous cartoons of Mohammad
in Danish and French newspapers that sparked a huge uproar in certain parts of
the world, led to demonstrations, destruction, diplomatic rows and even murder.
Ive seen those cartoons and either didnt get them or didnt think they were
funny (the Flemish and French apparently have very different senses of humour).
I reckon they were tacky, crude and un-contributing to the debate they
pretended to want to start off. BUT... there was of course an underlying issue:
freedom of speech.
There is no freedom without responsibility and without limitation (else
you infringe upon the freedom of the other) that much is evidently clear to any
logical rational thinking person. So, where does the limit lie then? Ah, and
there we have it: when does something become insulting or degrading, and when
is it a means to spark conversation or does it have something useful to
contribute in religion, science, wider society? Do I have the constitutional
right to be insulting, mocking or otherwise? Do I have the constitutional right to be a dick?
My point is this: while being respectful and using a language of love
how can we be in conversation openly, honestly and in all frankness... with no
limitations on subject matter! This is especially important for academic and
political engagements!
If so-called political correctness (in itself a useless term because
again who will decide what is correct?!) starts influencing the topics of
debate deemed correct and acceptable then thats not debate, thats deluding
ourselves. If from the very start of the conversation some topics are untouchable
and unmentionable, we might as well all go home! It also ends up becoming a
rehashing of things that weve all nicely and friendly already agreed on.
It all turns a language of love into bland platitudes, and lets face
it, we wouldnt speak out, not out of respect but out of self-censuring fear
and a false sense of propriety.
Another illustration. Father Guy Gilbert, a biker-priest who works with
delinquents, once said in an interview that he always engages the youngsters
into conversation with all the kindness he can muster. BUT... when stepping out
of line, he would definitely use a firm une droite évangélique an Evangelical
right hand hook- to get the conversation (and rehabilitation) back on line.
Here there are no limits on topic, neither on partners for debate.
In the Gospels Jesus called the religious leaders a brood of vipers
and compared them to dogs and swine (both unclean animals in Judaism). And
yet... He was constantly in conversation with them, asking questions, answering
questions... no topic barred AND no discussion partner barred (even the ladies)!
And of course, there was a purpose to all these discussions and fights and
bitching.
So, after all these ramblings, it seems to me that it very much depends
on a persons tolerance level in what they are willing to discuss...
mine is pretty high, also because Im naturally cynical and critical (as many
willing people will affirm). Must I therefore, in the name of love, keep my gob
shut? Never gonna happen, peeps! The language of love to me therefore is uninfringly free, frank, uninhibited and
useful.
And perhaps that last one, useful, might to me become more of a
guideline in the language I will be using hopefully from now on. After all, St
Paul added, everything is permitted but not everything is helpful (I Cor.
10:23, ISV).
So thank you again, my acquaintance, even though I still disagree with
you.
I've been back in Flanders' Fields now for just over a month and a half, and I've just finished writing the first draft of the first essay requested by the Vocations Committee. Another step taken.
I realise that I've missed doing this: research, reading, puzzling information together and pouring it into a neat essay-mould. But while it is a very rewarding feeling (I did this on my own!), it can also at times be a very lonely one (I did this all alone!).
They don't prepare you at Theological Faculty for the marathon race that vocation to ordination is, it is! No sprints, a marathon! No Jamaican firebolts, Ethiopean long-distance runners! That's a lot of steps. But when you get over the initial shock of how long the process might in fact take, there is another aspect of this process that is not often discussed, and it should be: it is a very lonely process. Let me clarify: it is a process of an individual vis-à-vis their Maker-Redeemer-Sustainer; it is a process of an indiviual vis-à-vis an institution; it is a process of an individual vis-à-vis themselves. You're on your own, and yet you're not. Loneliness, not only negative, because you learn so much about yourself during this time.
We live in a quiet suburban cul-de-sac and because I've returned home in order to prepare for the Church Exam and write, I'm pretty much on my own during weekdays between 9 and 5 (I've noticed I talk to the cat a lot, but that is fodder for another blog). After 4 months as Lay Minister intern at a busy parish, it came as bit of a shock to the system, when al of a sudden... nothing! From the pulpit back to the pews, litterally! Into isolation, to the study, to what I loved doing all through all those years at university... and yet, just that isolated academic tower is no longer enough for me! Luckily in a way, else I would be in serious trouble applying for parish ministry. And sometimes, just sometimes, that dark cloud of doubt and loneliness comes and hangs over you, ominously (still only temporarily though!) and you think: hmmmmm is it all worth it, shouldn't I help my partner bring home the bacon???!! And then this still small voice of calm, or at times a bash over the head, and of we go again, re-energised.
Someone recently asked me what vocation felt like. My reply: like a very nagging housewife, because the Holy Spirit is very patient, very persistent and very tenacious!! Anyone here seen The Big Bang tv-series? Know the character Sheldon (totally brilliant, yet socially inept)? Remember the way he knocks on people's doors? THAT to me is vocation (it took years to finally pluck up the courage and open that door)!
Coming Friday I'll be meeting the Vocations Committe in London (and will be shopping with my friend for the rest of the weekend, fyi!). My progress in this process will be on the agenda, and yet they will also go back to the beginning and ask: are you sure? Does that sound frustrating? It is! But you have to understand that not all steps back are really steps back, just another way of taking a step forward. Ordained ministry after all is a big step.
So onwards and upwards... next step, Friday, then the second essay, then the sermon, then the viva voce exam, then the advise and decision... on and on and on, one step at a time.
So my 'stint' at the Nordic Church in Liverpool has come to an end and I've returned to my native Flander's Fields. It has been a productive, affirming and confirming experience, something I had to do to be sure -as sure as we can ever humanly be- that my exploration of ordained parish ministry is indeed one I have to make. I've learned a lot about parish minstry, even though I wasn't exactly inundated with pastoral care (parisheners live to far off and to spread out for house visits unfortunately), and even though some volunteering originally planned fell through because the UK couldn't provide me with CRBs in time. But I met people and got to talk to them and that -I would say- was a very good start. It was fruitful, it was necessary and it was encouraging; every theology student should do a church placement, whether or not they're considering the ministry... it puts all the theory and theology of Seminary/University into a direct and recognisable context... it puts God back with God's people! So I've come home, and by some people's reactions (though very nice) you would think I had been away for years. And now I will spend the Summer writing papers for the Vocations Committee and preparing for the Church Exam in Autumn. I'm glad to be back! I'm sad I had to leave! I'm sure we've all felt like that at one point, that uneasy mixed feeling of going home and leaving another place, another home behind. Parting is such sweet sorrow; it's a mixed blessing of emotions, isn't it?! I don't want to dwell too much on this, because it is going to be a very interesting Summer, and by the grace of God, a successful one!
Just to finish, this was my last Andakt, the day before I left:
Often we hear it
said that life is in fact a pilgrimage towards eternity, towards God.
Now the
Reformers, werent very keen on pilgrimages. In fact when Luther visited Rome,
he was so disgusted that he decided pilgrimages were to be abolished
altogether! He had been shocked by the state of the so-called Holy City and its
locals (not to mention the special brothels just for clergy --please don't choke on your morning coffee or tea)! He also wrote that
it was wrong to think that pilgrimages would earn people extra credit to get
into heaven.
Over the years,
most Protestants have learned that a pilgrimage can be an honest and truthful spiritual
experience, even though we hold fast to the belief that you cant earn your way
into heaven. That is Gods gift alone!
Traditionally a
community would bless and pray over one of their own who was setting off on a
journey. Today however I would like to do the opposite and leave my best wishes
and prayers for you all.
The Lord be with you and also with you.
(light the candle)
Christ who is
the Light of the World, guide your thoughts and actions, and lighten you with
love and warmth, that you may be a community of peace and acceptance, of grace
and faith.
May you be as a
city on a hill, a light shining for those around you, for your neighbours, for
the foreigner and tourist in this city.
Remember to keep
the faith, to come together in worship and fellowship, and to send out your
prayers to all those whom you know and those you are yet to meet.//
Christ said: Peace I leave with you,
My peace I give you. (Jn. 14:27)
The
peace of the Lord be always with you and
also with you.
(sign of peace
to those next to you)
Christ who is
the Prince of Peace, fill you with concord and friendship, that you may be an
example, an alternative to a world riven with competition, aggression and
violence.
May you bring
harmony to those around you, may you be a haven of tranquillity and calm for
those haunted by life and anxious about their own purpose.
Remember our
Lords words: Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of
God. (Mt. 5:9). This is a Christians solemn call and duty, to be an
instrument of Gods love and peace.//
(pour out water)
Through
baptism we are all part of the one Body of Christ; this means that even though
your family, friends or loved-ones may be travelling or living far off, you are
all still connected, because we are all part of the one family that is the
Church, we are never alone, never away.
May you stay
faithful in your community, your parish, may you keep it open and prepared for
all those who will come and stay here or those who will return one day.
Remember that as
Christians we are all intrinsically linked in Christ Jesus our Lord. Remember
that you are connected to millions around the globe; one Lord, one Baptism, one
hope, one Father of all.
Let us then pray
together the prayer of all Christians which Christ Himself taught us: Our Father //
And finally:
The Lord
bless you and keep you;
the Lord
make his face shine on you and be gracious to you;
the Lord
turn his face toward you and give you peace. (Num. 6:24-26)
Remembering;
re-entering into the memory; remembrance
You could
perhaps say that its acknowledging the past, of reliving it, sometimes very
painfully:
A Battle of War;
A tragedy at Hillsborough;
A sporting event attacked;
A controversial politician
All cultures tell and retell stories
of former days, of peoples gone away.
Christians
remember that Christ will come again in Holy Communion. Jews relive the events
of their peoples history, even secular Jews who dont speak a word of Hebrew.
Muslims, Hindus, Atheists it seems to be an innate human feature to remember
the past and in some way or shape celebrate it.
It is also a very human thing to
just as quickly to forget (even if we dont forgive)! So then whats the use of
remembrance? What's the point?
Remembrance has a very peculiar way
of linking past and present; but only if we let it be a two-way street! Else
remembrance can become just another way of stirring up emotions very often of
resentment, of bitterness, of regret.
As I mentioned just now, for
Christians the ceremony and liturgy that is Holy Communion is a very tangible
way and example of linking past-present-future. So if we could remember, hold
remembrance in thàt sense, that active triple link, it becomes not a thing
only of historical dates, taptoos or pageants, but also of future
possibilities. That way remembering even of past conflicts can then start to
mean reconciliation, and remembrance is no longer just a thing from the past,
its an action in the present.
In that way,
perhaps, slowly, carefully, even grudginly wounds can start to heal, conflicts resolved:
The enemy of 70 years ago might no
longer be on the frontline;
The loss of so many lives in
unnameable and useless tragedy can start to heal;
The fear of terror might be replaced
by the comfort, joy and peace of life again;
And that controversial politician
might just be laid to rest
Ive
been up and down the land lately: showing my aunt around the Merseyside city;
entertaining a visiting clergyman/professor from Finland; visiting the Bishop whose
diocese comprises the entire of Britain!- in Leeds and Bradford; visiting the
university and congregation of Leicester and Nottingham, and being shown a very
beautiful piece of England by the lovely and energetic Lay Minister; saw a new
Bishop of Rome and a new Archbishop of Canterbury take up office; and the usual
but fun- routine of B&B guests, Andakts
and sermons.
I must say that
the north of England has struck a cord with me It has a completely different
atmosphere than London, one that personally seems to suit me more.
And
I can proudly announce that the Vocations Committee has invited me to prepare
for the Churchs Examination this Autumn (I feel like a student again!). It is
just a step, but an important step and I do work better with a deadline.
So thats that
for now; below an Andakt about a
topic that was also raised by the newly installed ABofC (but I did mine the day
before!):
The
old saying goes: The blood of the martyrs is the seed of the Church.
I dont know
about you, but when I see and hear Christians in the West beating their chests
pretending to be martyrs, and claiming that theyre being persecuted, quite
frankly it makes me upset and angry, quite frankly it makes my blood boil! Just
because a court of law prevents you from forcing your religious beliefs onto
others, or because churches are stopped from directly interfering with the
democratic political process through threats of excommunication, blackmail or
bribes, does NOT mean that youre being persecuted! Real persecution means
grabbing whatever you can and flee in the middle of the night because a mob
with torches and other weapons are heading your way, or being passed over for a
promotion again because the law doesnt allow for Christians to hold a
particular office even though youre far more qualified. It means getting a
beating from your old man for going inside a church to attend a friends
wedding or funeral. It evens means getting car-bombed for standing up for
minority rights, even if youre not a member of that minority yourself.
There are
countries were REAL persecution is taken place. For 2013, Open Doors a
non-profit organisation- published the Top 50 of offenders. No Western country has made
the list!! Makes one think, doesnt it?!
In some
places being or becoming a Christian cuts you off from your family, your job,
education and health services, and in a lot of instances will cost you your
life! And then we would complain when we dont get a tax cut and shout fire and
brimstone!?
Barnabas, Open Doors International,
International Christian Concern, etc are all organisations that try to create
interest and provide information about our fellow brothers and sisters really
suffering for the Faith, in body and limb, financially, socio-economically, and
so on And if you arent sure, check out several of them to get as objective an
info as possible.
Now dont get me wrong; Im
absolutely not advocating that Christianity and religion in general should
vanish from the public arena. I truly believe that we as Christians have a
valuable input to add to the societies we live in. Secularism should not equal
atheism; instead the neutral plane secularism can offer should be a platform
for all, Christians, non-Christians, non-believers and anything in
between. But we should be careful when we take our liberties for granted and
demand even more, thats not democracy, its theocracy. Christianity is not a
political party! The danger then is that we ourselves become the persecutors!
So what can we Christians, who have it so well and easy, do? We
can financially support organisations that help fellow Christians. We can
contact our elected representatives to forget about the oil or gas for a moment
and raise the issue with their counterparts in those countries where
persecution exists, or at least allow for persecuted Christians to resettle in
the West. We can acknowledge the existence of Christians outside our own little
world and carry them in our prayers Ive said this before, but prayer is a
great gift to give and a powerful tool to use- and some of the organisations publish
prayer calendars or prayer alerts, or else just open an atlas or watch the
news! And we can most certainly stop complaining and stop pretending that the
entire evil secular world is out to get us, and that our rights are being
infringed and that were entitled to religious freedom, and be less selfish
and reflect on what persecution really means!
As heirs of the
Reformation period, we know about the importance of the Bible and the slogan
Scripture Alone in our branch of Christianity. But what do the Scriptures mean
to us today? Are they still relevant? Do we read them or only hear from them at
church?
The
Bible is still the most wide-spread and best-selling book in the world, after
Shakespeare and Agatha Christie. As such the Bible as Christians know it, Old
and New Testament, doesnt of course stand on its own. Millions of holy books/texts/scrolls/scriptures
are sold around the globe every year and read every day: the Tenakh of the
Jewish people, the Muslim Quran, the Baghad Vita, the Vedas, the Sutras, the I
Tjing or the writings of Confucius and so on and so forth Fact is that some kind
of Holy Book plays a major role in the lives of most believing people. We
only need to look at the arts and see where many objects, buildings, pieces of
music, etc got their inspiration matter from. Laws even those in secular
societies- have more often than not been based on religious tenants and in a
lot of countries swearing on the Bible at a trial is still common. Holy texts
even influence our speech, even when we dont realise it: thats the Bible on
that subject, Milan is the mecca of fashion, please cite chapter and verse
hes the guru of the stock exchange the list is endless. Non-believers might scoff at this or
be wary or even fearful of this fact, but to the majority of humanity these
texts do matter in various degrees of importance- and they do
have a daily, if not lifelong, impact. To be fair though to non-believers, some
of their criticisms on how sacred texts are used/abused/misused or how they are
perceived by believers are in fact correct and worthy of careful consideration,
especially if it calls believers to the reassessment of so-called truths, held
dear but not necessarily accurate. Its a sad truth that many believers and
readers of their respective holy books do not use these texts as solely a moral
compass or a work of devotion, but as a weapon to knock people over the head
with or as a tool of exclusion, as a proof of their what they believe to be
God-given- right. Just look at the televangelists in the US banging on about the
right to bear arms and the sanctity of life or marriage, or the attacks in
Mali or Algeria by Al-Qaida supporters. Because
lets face it, a lot of religious followers, a lot of us, dont really know
their Bible/Quran/Vedas that well or at all! Its the age-old debate on
inspiration versus dictation, on metaphor versus inerrancy, on the holy text as
a rule book versus the text as a guide book. In a Christian setting, we could
say that its about the difference between the Bible as dead letter versus the
Bible as Living Word. Fundamentalists tend to quote Scriptures to get their own
way and push their own mostly political- agenda, but if you listen carefully,
you will find they often quote the same passages, the same chapter and verse,
over and over again. But
while some misuse the sacred books to divide, there are others that point out
the similarities these texts share when speaking of human life and common
experience. Its interesting how these scriptures, so specific at times in the basic
self-identification and self-definition of a religious tradition, could
actually become vehicles for inter-denominational and inter-religious dialogue
and action, of shared human values. One of these is of course the famous do
unto others what you would have them do unto you, known in Christianity as the
Golden Rule. The same phrase, albeit with slight variations, can be traced in
all major religious and spiritual traditions. Even Atheists can wholeheartedly
agree to it. I
think its very important for the future of peaceful coexistence, equality and
justice that we take these similarities seriously and are not too eager to
dismiss them from the get-go. I reckon its important therefore that we keep
studying and reading, keep exploring our Holy Book or Books. So may I encourage
you to do so: read your Bibles and books on them, watch some documentaries
(theres some very high quality programmes out there, especially if theyre
marked BBC or National Geographic), etc We,
as heirs of the Reformation, have a duty and a pleasure to hold the slogan Scripture
Alone very high and to hold the Scriptures in our hearts. It might seem a
contradiction, but in order to overcome some of the religious divides, we would
in my opinion- do well to go back to the sources of our religion and see what
the texts really have to say to us today.
Every Wednesday morning, we here at the Nordic Church have a coffee morning. I say 'coffee morning', but actually it's a buffet spread of cold and hot snacks and lots of cakes. We have a raffle and chit-chat, and since I've been here we've also revived a little meditation/presentation moment, an Andakt, prepared by yours truly. It's a short, couple of minutes, little 'speech' I give on a theme, religiously or spiritually inspired, like a short sermon... but different. Not everyone who attends coffee mornings is church-going or even believing, so I draw on a broader array of topics, while still mainting my own Christian view on the matter. What follows is the Andakt I used to introduce myself and to re-introduce Andakt itself (and do some Ghent tourism promotion at the same time) the first week I came here. It was titled "Art which inspires". I thought perhaps people might find it interesting enough to read about... if so, do let me know, and I'll put up other ones as well...
What inspires us? Truly inspires us or moves us, even to tears? Which
objects, buildings, musical compositions, performances or works of art give us
those goose-bumps, that feeling of awe and gratitude? When do we recognise 'a
gift'? When do we say to ourselves: Someone has truly been touched from above!
Someone touched them and gave them that little bit of extra something
In the Roman Catholic
cathedral in Ghent there has for centuries been kept a very precious and
renowned work of art; its known as The Ghent or Van Eyck Altar Piece, The
Adoration of the Mystic Lamb, Het Lam
Gods... Its techniques are so intricate that reflections and movement seem
to be really jumping off the oil canvas: water drops bounce back up from the
water surface theyve just hit; light hits objects at just the right angle; the
realism of precious stones and luxury dress is breath-taking; among the myriads
of faces, no two are the same Books, theses and documentaries could fill
entire libraries on describing it.
Its a work of art that since its completion in 1432 by two brothers,
Hubert and Jan Van Eyck, has caught the imaginations and devotion of millions
through time and space, and around the globe. Its history is a chequered one
and reads like a detective story, including iconoclasm and religious feuds,
invasions by foreign troops, deportation by Nazi soldiers, storage in a salt
mine, and even the theft of one of its panels... still missing to this very
day. Its the stuff of legends and just as it has inspired the devout, it
unfortunately has also inspired the crackpots and the conspiracy theorists.
Last year the Flemish
government decided to mount a restoration project that will last five years.
Teams of experts are currently and painstakingly uncovering, layer by layer,
the original colours and more. Shadows where earlier those were not visible,
the 3D effects of the tiles on the floor or in the statues, more details in
facial expressions and jewellery, and so on... The breath-taking intricacy and
realism are just getting more and more overwhelming with each new part and
panel restored.
Reporters have dubbed the operation een
engelengeduld,a patience of angels; a very apt title for such an
enterprise involving such a work of personal religious fervour. As if that
little bit of extra somethinghas been passed down through the centuries and
was inherited by those lovingly working on its restoration, directly from the
original artists.
Though its not my
personal favourite when it comes to religious Christian art, it still inspires
me, it moves me, it makes me proud of my city. I'm astounded and moved by the
sheer patience, not just the patience it took to create, but also to restore,
to appreciate and the emotions it still instils.
I truly believe God's inspirational Spirit has had a hand in the production and history of this exraordinary altar piece. I believe the creative force of the God, who made Heaven and Earth, still creates today, just as it did in the 15th century, and inspires artists and public alike.
On Tuesday
last I left the mighty city of on the Mersey and travelled down south to the
equally mighty city on the Thames.
No apocalyptic scenes of snowed-in villages and glaciers or avalanches causing
or threatening to cause mayhem and destruction. Some white-powdered fields at
most, not even a repeat of last week's terrential downpour.
So, smoothly I journeyed to the Nation's Capital and met up with a group of
people that have become very dear to me over these last few years. We might not
always agree, but it is a type of disagreement one could only find in the
closest and warmest of families. A place also where I have been encouraged to
rekindle an old love of mine, writing.
Never heard of the Anglican-Lutheran Society? Well, its a
multilingual and international organisation that aims at promoting and
fostering deeper understanding of the Lutheran and Anglican traditions within the
Christian Church. The
Anglican-Lutheran Society or ALS (the abbreviation has caused initial concern
among family and friends when first mentioned) is an international group of
enthusiastic ecumenical-minded people who have taught me a lot about
grass-roots interdenominational fellowship, but also about more high-level inter-church interactions. The Society has members from all
over, on all continents save Antarctica! Our Conferences are always stimulating. They have
taken place all over Europe and the World, and have always been well-attended
and lively. Every year there is an Annual General Meeting, usually held in
London. These are always enjoyable, often challenging, and also centred on
specific topics. We try to stay connected through other media too. Theres our
well-received magazine, The Window.
This is a great source of news and gossip, reports and photos of local
get-togethers, book reviews, and accounts of relevant developments within and
between our two traditions. Theres also the ever expanding social media. We
have a website and a Facebook page and National Coordinators manage internet
pages in their own localities. We are also experimenting with YouTube and
virtual conferencing as possible means of actively engaging members restricted
by intercontinental travel and visa issues. But the really interesting bit is
how the ALS came to exist:
Imagine having a friend -as most of us usually do, and usually more than one-
and knowing that this friend attended church on Sundays, just like you, but not
the same church. And imagine not knowing al that much about your friend's
church, why they attend that one and not the same one you attend. Wouldn't you
be curious? At least a little?
Now, I fully realise it's not fashionable to be interested in once own
religious background, let alone someone else's -though times they are
a-changing.
In many instances faith and religion have become such 'taboo subjects' that
even close friends, acquaintances of many years if you prefer, don't discuss it
(all that much). No finances, politics or religion at the dinner table, thank
you very much... sex, drugs and rock'n'roll and the latest boyband or reality stars'
escapades, those we can handle, but not God!
Why is that? Because we don't like to come across as pushy or a 'fundie' or
-latest term inspired by Muslim terrorists- a 'Christianist'? Fair enough, the
days of public testimony and martyrdom have long gone, but between friends??!
Surely even faith and/or religion ('cause they're not the same!) are
'acceptable' topics of conversation between mates?! Surely that is the place and time to go beyond the modern 'disease' of 'religious embarrassment'?!
So back to the friends in our story. In 1984, these two friends, one Anglican
and one Lutheran, discovered that -even though they were aware of each other's
respective affiliation- they weren't all that well-informed. The ALS was born.
Surprising perhaps to some and certainly not that matter-of-fact in the '80s,
let alone in our time, these friends decided to investigate and inquire more
about each other's respective traditions. And to do so in a systematic and
friendly way, they even founded an organisation. They created a neutral, common
ground where Anglicans and Lutherans from around the globe could come and worship
together, learn from and about each other and explore that shared Christian
faith, whichever way or according to whatever 'style'.
What impact or importance can an organisation like the ALS potentially have? I
think not even all of our own most loyal of members are fully aware of the
reach and potential.
We recently celebrated the Baptism of Christ and we'll be moving into the Week
of Prayer for Christian Unity tomorrow; that common heritage of baptism, of
belonging, and that common inspiration to contribute to the Kingdom of God...
well, it supersedes the 30.000+ groups labelling themselves 'Christian', it
supersedes liturgy and church orders and hierarchies.
"What's in a name?" the Bard asked. Well, for us at the ALS it's
'Christ' who's in the name, His Name! Is it bad to specify denominations for
practical reasons? Yes, it is if we forget the Name that ultimately matters!!
And that group of people, of friends, of fellow Christians, who I went to meet
on Tuesday, they have taught me that even on our -growing!- little scale, there
is an impact to be had... if just for one AGM, one conference, one ecumenical
prayer service...
I'm really grateful there was no ice or snow that day to hinder me from going
to the Nation's Capital.
I came, I
saw, and have been -so far- conquered...-ish.
Naturally I have only resided here for 5 days now, but Liverpool definitely has
made a good first impression on me, and I must admit I am one for first
impressions -though obviously I reserve the right to nuance or change my opinions
as I see fit (usually only to revert to the original opinion, but that would
lead us too far).
Every city has its quirks, and even though the 'vibe' in LPL is on the surface
at least a lot less aggressive than that of LDN, I have admittedly already
furrowed my brow and blinked in unbelief a few times while observing the locals
going about their daily routine.
To cut a long story short, men in track suits, women with big hair, loads of
eye shadow... and rollers in their hair while shopping on Main Street. After
all, why hide the fact that you're getting ready for a great night out on the
town later on? Things to do, people to meet, see-and-be-seen, and no capillary preparations
shall deflect from that ultimate goal! (I truly mean this as a compliment, I applaud the confidence!)
The people at the congregation I have the good fortune to do my church
placement with have certainly won me over.
The
Lutherans do a great spread for lunch after a service where they sing loudly
and proudly and listen to the sermon attentively (or at least pretend to), and
the Anglicans have put me to work helping to move in the latest addition to
their ministerial team... and then promptly invited me for dinner at an excellent
cafe. Such treats!
What struck me is that both parishes are actually very similar in their
variety. The Nordic Church, as a Scandinavian seamen's church, comprises all
Scandinavian passports with their own traditions and holidays and cultural
events. The Anglican parish team includes the variety one has come to expect
within the CofE, but it is a first for me to see the various degrees on the
spectrum within one conglomerate of congregations.
There are indeed a variety of gifts.
As a Fleming, I hope I will be acceptable and accepted to all nationalities at
the Scandinavian Church. As a Lutheran I hope I will be allowed to bring a
fresh -outsider's- perspective on the chaos and excitement making waves through
the CofE. As an active member of the international Anglican-Lutheran Society, I hope I will be able to make a small
contribution to organising some joint activities (January has Christian Unity
Week after all!)... and attract some new members in the process of course.
Again I seem to be in a position of minority (cf. my previous post), but one that hopefully will allow me to move
between different groups, practically unscathed, and God willing, linking and
liaising. The zeal of the convert remains confident.
ps: CofE=Church of England; Week of Prayer for Christian Unity=ecumenical
emphasis week between the Feast of the Confession of St Peter, 18th, and the
Feast of the Conversion of St Paul, 25th
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28-12-2012
I'm a Lutheran. You're a what now??!!
That would
be a likely response in Flanders, even when denoting myself more generally as
'Protestant'.
Protestantism to most, though admittedly a dwindling majority, is a 'foreign'
religion, often German, mostly Dutch, or sometimes even those crazy people in
America who talk funny about sex and guns. A home-grown Flemish Protestant is a rare thing indeed.
Never mind that during the Reformation era, most of Flanders was in fact
Protestant; was, the Spanish Habsburgs saw to that rather quickly and viciously (Duke of Alva).
Most Protestants, 1 à 1,5 % of the Belgian population, are of Calvinist or
Evangelical stock. There are only a handful Anglicans and Lutherans around.
Apart from the expat Scandinavian Seamen's Churches, Flanders only has one -1!-
'native' Flemish-speaking Lutheran congregation, in Antwerp. I reside in Ghent,
so that's why the Anglicans in that city get my custom, among other reasons, but
I digress.
So why Lutheran? Because as a Lutheran I belong to that great human family and
faith called Christianity, albeit in a specific and organised way.
No, the Lutheran Church was not founded by Luther in the 16th century,
neither were the RCC and Orthodox founded by Christ Himself! In fact, Luther
discouraged the use of the name 'Luther(i)an', given by his opponents, instead
he preferred 'Christian' or in German 'evangelisch'
(which translates in English as 'evangelical', which I realise just confuses
people). If Christians of a certain -let's say- 'style' call themselves
Lutheran it is in fact because they are wearing a swear-word as a badge of
honour.
But because people like labels, and because of practical theological reasons, I
shall stick to the denominational classification.
Lutheranism has always declared itself an heir of the Early Church, hence the
Ecumenical Creeds; it's connected to millennia of Christian witness. It is not something new, it is something renewed. True,
there are the Lutheran Confessions that specifically lay out the interpretation
of Scripture and Faith as seen through Lutheran eyes, but even they build on
earlier writings and traditions.
I love Christianity and the way of expressing that love and belonging according
to the Lutheran 'style' comes most natural to me. The RCC and the Orthodox have
too much bagage for my taste and although I feel very much at home in
Anglicanism, Lutheranism is my home.
Just to clarify, I belong to a majority branch of the Lutheran 'tradition', a
LWF-Lutheranism if you will. It is a very down-to-earth, Continental European
'brand' of Lutheranism with for example female ordination and a few of the other
'hot taboos' (but I'll keep those for possible future blogs).
It is the deep reverence and love for Scripture that draws me to Lutheranism; the study, the exegesis, the exciting adventure that is the Bible. The Bible as our guide, the Bible as... God's prayer to His world.
It is also an attitude towards faith, religion and by extension the world we
live in, that I find fascinating, logical and applicable and to which I feel most akin; every single day we
get the reaffirmed truth of God's love and grace for His creation, and every
single day we as Christians look at how we experience and express this.
We cannot take it for granted, we cannot take anything for granted! To me it is
a 'type' of Christianity engaged in a constant return into the past, a constant affirmation of trust for the present, and constant renewal
towards the future. Ecclesia semper reformanda.
This is most visible in the variety of Lutheran expressions; after all, in many ways Lutherans don't believe what they pray, but pray
what they believe. Any half-decent Lutheran liturgy book should -ideally!- at
the very least include the Small Catechism, the basics of Lutheranism 1-0-1, if
you will, even if that same liturgy book contains half a dozen different
settings for the same religious service. As such we might call Holy Communion
'eucharist' or 'mass' or just plain 'communion', fact is all Lutherans believe
-at least in theory- in the Real Presence of our Lord in the Elements, i.e.
that Baby Jesus is really in the bread and wine. That's of course just one
example of many.
This makes for a colourful array of being Church, while standing and building
on the shared faith and heritage the 16th century Reformers traced back even
further to the Patristics and Apostles.
Whether you're the official State
Religion or just a minority within a minority, that international and historical connection,
through that shared faith and doctrine, that mutual recognition of theological jargon, the shared hymns, that
insider debate on the Confessions and ministry, the differences in hierarchy with or without
bishops/superintendents, the Bible studies, all based on the same solas, that makes
me -and proudly so- a Lutheran!
ps: The Ecumenical Creeds are the Apostles' Creed, the Nicene Creed and the
Athanasian Creed; The Lutheran Confessions are collected in the Book of Concord
(1580); Ecclesia semper reformanda:
"the Church need constant renewal/ the Church needs to be reformed constantly";
The Small Catechism was written by Luther and published in 1529; 'Eucharist'
comes from the Greek 'eucharisto', 'to give thanks'; 'Mass' comes from the
final blessing in the Latin service "ite, missa est", "go, it
has been completed"; The 3 basic solas are: sola Scriptura, sola gratia, sola fide (by Scripture, grace and faith alone).
Well,
there's a first time for everything, even for a blog.
It was actually my cousin, Kim, who gave me the idea; she had a blog while
doing her journalism placement in India and so I thought to myself "You'll
be starting your placement in Liverpool soon, how about your own blog?"
So here it is... my first time... blogging.
Liverpool will not be my first time living abroad -I lived in London for 4
years and Dublin for 7 months- and it will not be my first time active in a
parish, a group of people calling themselves Christians and coming together
around the Christ-figure and His life and message to the world. I've been
involved in the local Anglican parish in Ghent (Saint John's)
as a lay assistant for years.
But it will be the first time I move abroad to actively take up a specific
'official' role in a parish after obtaining my theology degree and applying
formally for ordination. Somehow it all has become much more serious now, and
to be honest I'm glad, even relieved; finally something is happening.
I'm also glad and relieved that I didn't rush into a theology programme
immediately after secondary school, that I studied Art History and Middle
Eastern studies before signing up for a 'course on God'. Luckily I had met a
pastor who recognised the zeal of the convert (I was raised an Atheist) when he
saw one and gave me the good advice to "let any potential call sink
in". Gaining experiences was very important he said, after all how could
anyone become a minister, when they're a wall flower that has ever left their
own patch and never met a whole array of people walking on God's green earth?
So I read other subjects first, both in Ghent and London, and worked and
travelled a more, before finally deciding that the opportune moment had arrived
for me to enroll at the Protestant Faculty in Brussels. And so since September
of this year, I'm allowed to call myself an 'MTh', all signed by the dean and
stamped by the secretary. It had taken me 5 years part-time, with ups and
downs, and it took until the moment I handed in my dissertation (on Anglicans
and Lutherans in Israel-Palestine), that I knew I had made the right decision;
come what may, I would have that diploma on my wall!
Even if it meant never touching a Bible again... which as a Lutheran is highly
unlikely!
I jobbed here and there, customer service -so I do have some idea of what makes people tick- and even teaching, religion for the Anglican community in Flemish official schools.
And thus, I visited other places -very few career options for future
Lutheran pastors in mostly RC Flanders- and was greeted very warmly at the Nordic
Church in Liverpool, where it became evident during the course of a lovely
weekend there, that I might just fit in to give it a go. So we agreed on a
trial period of 3 months... meantime the Lutheran Church in Great Britain has
ample opportunity to scrutinize my application for ordination... and then...
I 'leave behind' a loving partner and a cheeky cat, but I've been blessed with
a relationship of dialogue and humour ("Liverpool? Fun! Another holiday
address!"), so I'm confident that the 3 months (starting on 3rd January)
will bring more clarity and certitude on how I fit in God's plan for that
congregation and my own calling to the ministry. It will again be a joined
enterprise with the local CofE priest -I feel a pattern emerging- and I am
excited... very excited... the sort of very excited that makes you a little
nervous and anxious... you know the feeling, the kind of feeling when you are
excited and then scared it might be too good to be true.
Then I take a deep breath and say to myself "If it wasn't meant to be,
they wouldn't have asked you to get on an aeroplane -grief, I hate flying!-
come over and work with them. After all it's a first for this congregation as well!
So 3 months of Liverpool, here I come!
But first we'll get through the holidays, and the packing, and o yes, I need to
fill out forms for the bank and the health insurance as well, and trying to put up this blog properly... for the first time.
I was born and raised in Flanders (northern Belgium) and became actively interested in religion at the age of 15. I was baptised Reformed, confirmed Lutheran while studying in London, and worshipped with an Anglican congregation in my beloved city of Ghent. These are my thoughts and experiences connected to life and religion, theology and parish life, and ordained ministry.