No one knows and understand the pain until you felt it.. In the days I try do do a lot of things so I have no time to think. But when I'm all alone in my lovely bed at night. I start thinking, and believe me, I have no words to explain how much it hurts .. It's well explained in 'The Twilight Saga; New Moon' yeah, when i first read it i didn't knew the feeling and I though Blabla, but no, it's true, you de feel like you're falling apart, just read it, so you can just understand me a litle ..