I want this too. I wanna feel loved.
I wanna feel the excitment that people get when they see their true love.
I don't have that.
Maybe I'm being a bitch. Selfish. Arrogant.
Who gives a damn?
I am me. Me. Me. Me.
Oh god, I really sound crazy. Don't I?
But is it crazy that I wanna be loved?
Maybe I am being loved by him.
Maybe.
Maybe not.
He said it himself. He never had a girlfriend before.
So basically, he's just using me?
Or am I being paranoid.
Perhaps.
This is just what I want.
I wanna feel love.
LOVE.
-Rebecca.
12-08-2013 om 14:52
geschreven door Diamond
I'm a really big fan/obsessed (of) about everything.
Harry Potter. Twilight Saga. The Hunger Games.
Other movies. Fast food. One Direction.
Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. Miley Cyrus.
My bed. My laptop. My iPod. My phone.
So, like yeah. Addicted.
Older people might not understand this, but this is just the way things are.
I am a sixteen year old girl, and girls of my age are obsessed.
We like hot guys, we like emotional movies, or food.
I don't want to grow up without any of this.
I am proud to say that I'm a teenager. I don't want that to end.
'Cause what do you have after the teenage fase?
Nothing. Only a sad face because you had to leave this all behind.
Age really does matter in this case.
When you're eighteen, the fun stops.
In heart, you may be the smallest kid on the block.
But in reality, you have to learn how to drive, you have to go to college or work already.
You have to start your own life.
And that scares me.
I like the security I have right now.
I don't have a job, I can't drive, etc.
This is the best part of your life.
Being a teenager.
It's sad that so many people had to give this up way to early.
-Rebecca.
12-08-2013 om 12:20
geschreven door Diamond
Giving the fact that no one is reading this, and that my identity is hidden I can talk about everything I want.
So as you have noticed from the title, I have a boyfriend.
It's the truth, I, the unbelievable and incredible weird girl, has a boyfriend.
I met him on vacation, in Spain. He's also from Belgium, by the way.
He's really sweet and thoughtfull, and I thought he could possibly be "the one".
I know it was way to early to decide that, but hey. Who cares?
And I've been dating him for about 2 weeks now. (:
I hate him.
I mean, I don't literally hate him. I just...
He's driving me crazy!
Urgh, god. I want attention from him, but then again. He ALWAYS wants to be with me.
A girl needs god damn space, you know?
I don't want to break his heart, but I know myself.
This isn't going to last forever.
What in the world am I going to do?
Heartbreaker. Over and out.
-Rebecca.
12-08-2013 om 00:14
geschreven door Diamond
Maybe I should start by introducing myself. Hi, my name is Rebecca.
Oh god, that's what I wanted to say for so long. My real name is not that great and I'd rather be called Rebecca.
I'm from Belgium, but I'm writing in English 'cause you know, that's much cooler than Dutch, right?
I'm sixteen so you can say that I haven't seen much of the world yet.
I love to travel, so when I'm eighteen, I'd like to go to America. I wanna see the world!
Everyone who lives in America or in England, thinks that they don't have it all. But trust me, once you moved to Belgium you'd think otherwise.
But on the other hand, I'm proud to be Belgian. We don't have the coolest stuff as in America, or the greatest accent like the British do, but we manage.
I'm not sure, but I think I'll move to another country later on, I honestly don't want to live in Belgium for the rest of my life.
I know I said I'm proud to be Belgian, but that doesn't mean I can't dream, right?
-Rebecca.
11-08-2013 om 00:00
geschreven door Diamond
