FAKE FACES LOOKING. BLACK SHADOWS BEHIND. BLEU EYES AROUND ME. WITH RED LIPS PASSING BY.
ALL FAKE BARBIES. WANT TO LET ME DIE.
PEAPLE SMOKE.
PEAPLE DIE.
PEAPLE SEE.
&&PEAPLE LIE.
AND THEY DON'T GIV' A SH*T ABOUT ANYONE ELS.
WE ARE ALL LOSERS.
WE ARE ALL JUNKIES.
WE ARE ALL SLUTS.
WE ARE ALL MONKEYS.
AND STILL WE THINK WE'R GONNA BE OKAY
WAKE UP PEAPLE. AND COME BACK TO THE WORLD.
NO ONE HEARS YOU SCREAM. NO ONE HEARS YOU CRY. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS YOU DEEP INSIDE
KEEP UP THE SHOW. UNTILL THE LIGHTS ARE OUT. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. AND BE PROUD.
DON'T BLAME THE WORLD. YOU MADE YOUR OWN CHOSES. "FOLOW YOUR HEART". IS WHAT THEY SAY IN MOVIES.
BUT LOOK AT THE STARS IN PAPERS . THERE ALL JUNKIES AND DRUNK.
THE WORST PART OF YOUR " BOOHOO,I'VE GOT A BAD LIFE.." IS THAT YOU WANT ALL OF THAT.
YOU'E JUST AFRAID.
LITTLE GIRL.
AFRAID TO BE YOURSELF.
I'VE GOT NEWS.
N.O.B.O.D.Y. C.A.R.E.S. A.N.Y.M.O.R.E.
TEAR DOWN THE MOUTAINS. YELL, SCREAM AND SHOUT. YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU WANT, I'M NOT WALKING OUT. STOP ALL THE RIVERS. PUSH, STRIKE AND KILL. i'M NOT LEAVING. I'LL STAY,YEAH,I WILL.
Every time you hold the gun between my eyes. Every time you told me my life was a lie. Every time you took my mask of, like you knew who I was. But you don't .
Every time you hold me with bear in the other hand. Every time I tried to understand .But I don't. Every time you sleep with a gun. And I hear shot's. I hear a shot.
I will remember. every night you where out the door, looking for more. But please, don't think I would ever go this far. I don't want to hold on anymore. I felt so alone for a while, and I . I will remember. Every day you tried to be special, But you never where there. I always kept looking through the door,to see if you where there. I never felt more dissapointed.noo. ooh. I will remember.
Every night I taked those pills. Are drugs .
Every time I told you I was sick, but you couden't handle that. Just like, everytime you told me you where sad. But I didn't believed that. Every time I tried to forgive you, But then I see. I NEVER could forgive you daddy dear. Every time you took my arms, and I always started to cry. You never, never saw why. ooh.
I will remember. every night you where out the door, looking for more. But please, don't think I would ever go this far. I don't want to hold on anymore. I felt so alone for a while, and I . I will remember. Every day you tried to be special, But you never where there. I always kept looking through the door,to see if you where there. I never felt more dissapointed.noo. ooh. I will remember.
I've thought and I think that I have found a way. I'm gonna close the doors to my drama history. And open the window, i want to sleep. And I sleep. On the floor. On the street.
I will remember. All your words that where going through my mind when I'd go to sleep. I will remeber. All the bruises that you made. I hate. I will remember. You.
These Fake smile I can't hold anymore. This fake Me Is no more..
I'm sorry I hurt you,I'm sorry for MY mistake But don't leave me here. Don't forget me. I know I wasn't there. I know I didn't cared,but I know that I can fight for this life. My feelings are DEAD. Just like my MIND. But bring me back to Life.
These bones are making me feel good. And I know I'm still not good enough. For myself. But deep in my heart I feel. Still the same. And deep inside I know I'm the same.
I'm not strong enough to see. I'm not strong enough to feel. that I have to change. && Later I'll be strong enough to forgive. Everyone who was in my way. To make me okay.
These fingerflood is giving me a thrill. And still I know it's not working.Anymore. But deep inside I hope. I'll stop putting knifes to my arms. and I'll stop telling lies to myself.
I'm not strong enough to see. I'm not strong enough to feel. that I have to change. && Later I'll be strong enough to forgive. Everyone who was in my way. To make me okay.
These pieces mirror on the floor. I see a broken girl. and I see blood. And It.Makes.Me.Feel.Good
It.Makes.Me.Feel. so .Good
I'm still making myself the favourite character of my Favourite show. I'm still making myself cry when ther is no one looking at me. I still lie to myself. But It.Makes.Me.Feel.Good.
Fake faces everywhere I see. But actually. I'm fake too.
I'm jealous of religious peaple because I wish I could belive like them'
Cold. Shiny. Hard. PERFECT. PLastic.
I feel alone. You won't talk to me and I don't know what I have done. Give me one word.
Mirror,Mirror,open the way to my wonderland far away Mirror,Mirror,go and hide before someone see's your way
My wonderland is MY place so don't come [!!]
cause there are,
Rivers full of blood. Flowers full of drugs. Rooms full of sigarettes. And papes full of suicide notes.
Butterflies made out Love. sky full of Black stars. Ways made out of sharp stones And walls made of Hate.
My wonderland is not exactly perfect. But it's my place to hide. So go back to your "perfect" friends and tell them another false story. But don't forget,I will always be more real then you'll ever be.
He was crippled. But only his body was cracked. It's not simple. Nor is it an easy matter to explain. "Let's just leave it at that," she says. And closes the holy book of lies. She covers her eyes. Denying to herself, What she thought happened...
memories consume like opening the wound i'm picking me apart again ...
i don't know what's worth fighting for or why i have to scream but now i have some clarity to show you what i mean i don't know how i got this way i'll never be alright so i'm breaking,I'm breaking....
but you dont' see...
What's behind the smoke and glass Painted faces, everybody wears a mask it's all blue skies Fun and games until you fall Then you're left without anyone at all
"I wanna run I wanna hide and leave this place just like it left me"
I want to run from myself I want to hide from the mirror I want to leave this body with pain and hate
emty place emty soul emty heart
-bring me back to home bring me back to school bring me back to you-
You BROKED me. and you never saw that.. you wher mad @ me with no reason.. you laughed at me and you taked my proud away.. feelings you hurt and you STILL don't do anything to get me back
but what I don't get,you could laugh with other girls,but why not with me, when you're with me,you're always mad,or sad or something like that...
and then I'm thinin:"was I really such a bad friend,how could I ever be so RONG
-I wake up crying at night,and I want to scream out your name,because you hurt me that much and you could still laugh without me.-
-where all the hopes,where all the dreams,this is nothing we planned our dreams nothing is what it seems,without you and me!!-
I don't understand you could be so happy, wihout you're best friend cause I can't I can't be happy without you
but now I thought,if you hate,nowone talks to me, and now I'm alone,I've got no friends anymore you taked them all away and they don't believe in me,
now I see you're reason to be happy!!
and I remenber the times before our fight: " When I'm about to fall some how you always waiting Your open arms to catch me " but that's all history...
ps; I think you've taken all my proud now.I just want to tell you, I never thought you could be like this so cold. so mean. so..
her feelings she hides... her dreams she can't find... she losing her mind... she's fallen behind... she can't find her place... she losing her faith... she fallen from grace... she all over the place...
Now little lisa is only 9 years old She's trying to figure out why her world is so cold Why she's all alone and they never met her family Mama always gone and she never met her daddy Part of her is missing and nobody will listen
Mama's on drugs getting high up in the kitchen Bringin home men at different hours at the night Startin with some laughs--usually ending in a fight Sneak into her room while her mama's knocked out Trying to have his way and little lisa says 'ouch' She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her Tries to tell her mum but her mama don't believe her Lisa's stuck up in the world on her own Forced to think that hell is a place called home Nothin else to do but get some clothes and pack She says shes bout to run away and never come back
Little Nicole is only 10 years old She's steady trying to figure why her world is so cold Why she's not pretty and nobody seems to like her Alcoholic step dad always wanna strike her Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises Teachers ask questions she making up excuses Bleedin on the inside, cryin on the out There's only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is little Stacy and they become friends Promise that they always be tight till the end Until one day little stacy gets shot A drive by bullet went stray up on her block Now Nicole stuck up in the world on her own Forced to think that hell is a place called home Nothin else to do but get her clothes and pack She says shes about to run away and never come back.
Little Erica is eleven years old She's steady trying to figure why her world is so cold So she pops x to get rid of all the pain Plus she's having sex with a boy who's sixteen Emotions run deep and she thinks she's in love So theres no protection hes using no gloves Never thinking bout the consequences of her actions Livin for today and not tomorrows satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big The father bails out he ain't ready for a kid Knowin her mama will blow it all outta proportion Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion Erica's stuck up in the world on her own Forced to think that hell is a place called home Nothin else to do but get her clothes and pack She say shes about to run away and never come back.
I can only imagine what you're going true ladies sometimes I feel like running away myself so do me a favour right now and close your eyes and picture us running away together and when we come back everything's gonna be ok open you eyes...
stripped from all the make-up no need for fancy clothes no cover ups,puch ups, with you I don't have to put on a show you love every freckle,every curve, every inch of my skin fullfilling me entirely taking all of me in,you are real,you are honest you love me for me....<33
Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing Especially when I have to watch other people kissing And I remember when you started calling me your Mrs All the play fighting All the flirtatious disses Id tell you sad stories about my childhood I dunno why I trusted you but I knew that I could Wed spend the whole weekend Lying in our own dirt I was just so happy In your boxers and your t-shirt
Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things Dreams of you and me It seems, it seems That I cant shake those memories I wonder if you have the same dreams too
The littlest things that take me there I know it sounds lame but its so true I know its not right but it seems unfair That things are reminding me of you Sometimes I wish we could just pretend Even if only for one weekend So come on Tell me [ these lyrics found on www.completealbumlyrics.com ] Is this the end?
Drinkin tea in bed, watchin DVDs When I discovered all your dirty, grotty magazines Youd take me out shopping And all wed buy is trainers As if we ever needed anything to entertain us The first time that you introduced me to your friends And you could that tell I was nervous, so you held my hand When I was feeling down, youd make that face you do Theres no-one in the world who could replace you
Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things Dreams of me and you It seems, it seems That I cant shake those memories I wonder if you feel the same way too
The littlest things that take me there I know it sounds lame but its so true I know its not right but it seems unfair That things are reminding me of you Sometimes I wish we could just pretend Even if only for one weekend So come on Tell me Is this the end?
jaah,kben vandaag dus na bobbiaanland geweest (of oe ge da ook sgrijft :p) en da was zooo leuk!! hihi joenge,kwas zo op den hamer ff zoiet en kwas zooooooo misselijk,ni te doen. xD ma mijn "tante" eeft wel gekotst,da was grappig!! kmag die zo eiglijk ni uitlage ma bon... twas wel leuk jaah :p
mjaah kga jullie late,jullie zulle jullie wel genoeg vervele me m'n saaie verhaaltjes
zie goed héé,hieranoder sta een knop,zieded??
ké,als ge derop drukt gaat u computer kapot!! dus pasop!! (geerapjeu!!)
nene,gwn op klikke en dan kunde mij maile,dus doen héé!!
Papers full of notes.
Just little songs that I just wrote.
All those stupid words.
I don't know anymore.
You left me here alone .
You left me here in the cold.
With you I felt safe.
With you I dind't want to Die.
Why did you had to die .?
I AM blood.
Razors all over the floor.
Give me my sigarettes.
&& Give me my bag full of drugs and then go.
WITHOUT YOU I CAN'T LIVE ANYMORE.
Why you had do fly .? 
Spread your wings and go.
Leave me here in this place zo alone.
I've got nowhere to go but I want to run.
memories consume 
What's behind the smoke and glass 
(of oe ge da ook sgrijft :p)
