Be sure to taste your words before you spit them out.
10-08-2014
Sad Life
My Loneliness is killing me. I'm so sick of feeling sad and lonely and unwanted. I'm losing my fucking mind. Can't drown my demons, they know how to swim. It's like I want to live, but I don't really care if I don't. I've stayed silent my whole life. Take me to the time when things were fine, it's all broken now. Just leave me alone, it's not like you care. The hardest part is waking up in the morning, remembering what you were trying to forget. I'm always the ugly friend. Sometimes, I just want to give up. Everyday is a nightmare, over and over, and over again, replayed in my head. Found my comfort in pain. I have so much to say, but no one to listen.