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How to start?
I wish I had the guts,
I wish I had the guts to tell him how I feel.Pour out everything. Every detail how I feel about him.
I am tired of keeping it all to myself.I am tired of feeling hurt and ignored by him.
I wouldnt know how to start
Letting go
Think about it.
If someone keeps hurting you, dont ask yourself
Why are they doing this to me?
Ask yourself
Why am I letting them do this to me?
Theres a difference. Be the wiser and mature person and realize whats best for you and let go.
Alone
Those minutes where Im alone, just me and my pillow,
I think. A lot.
I think about everything, anything. It varies from,
What am I doing with my life? to Did I have homework?
The room is so silent, but my mind is so loud.
It drives me crazy because the things I would never think about, I think about.
Sometimes I hate it, because it brings up things Id rather never think about again.
The split second before I go to sleep is the most active second of my life.
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