I went for a scan today in the hospital, I'm having a terrible headache, It Feels like Someone is sitting on my head.
But Even though I feel like crap, I try to smile for my mam.. She has had alot to deal with lately, But then again who hasn't ?
I'm kinda scared that somethings wrong with me, That I have a cancer.. like my grandparents who both died cause of cancer. But I Keep telling to myself that everythings gonne be ok, right ?
I Have A boyfriend, who's having a bad time.. And he's so angry on some people that he's putting al his probs on me, it's hard for me to stay strong for the both of us..
Now I'm sitting here outside, lissening to the birds, watching the sun go down.. Damn, I love it.. This is the only good part of my day..
O well.
- I'm Gone -
05-08-2009 om 21:18
geschreven door Welcome To Heartbreak
02-08-2009
I Just Don't Get It.
He told me, that we would be together forever. He told me, that it would be hard, but we would make it together.
He Told me alot of things..
But now, i'm sitting here by my window Tears running down my cheecks.. I've got no idea what I'm going to do..
Break Up ? Even when I Know he's the one who has my heart.
Or Stay Together? Even when I Know i'm not happy, not happy at all.
*Sigh* -
God I Can't Do This Anymore..
02-08-2009 om 18:59
geschreven door Welcome To Heartbreak
01-08-2009
Have You Ever Had This Feeling ?
In life, You will find people who say they will always be there for you And you will believe them because of the love you feel for them or just because you're to naive to see that these words are lies.
Every once in a while, they will suprise you.. They will be there on the hardest moments of life. Or so you think.
Just when you think you've find the greatest gift.. Friends who will be there to help you carry the burden of life. Or You think you've find the love of your life who will love you in your good & bad days.
& When that point in life is reached. You will fall so deep.. Because In the end you got to get through it all by yourself. And when you're feeling like you can't go on anymore, they won't be there.
The only thing you really can depend on is..
Me, Myself & I.
It's not just a song, or a quote.. It's True.
01-08-2009 om 21:03
geschreven door Welcome To Heartbreak
