Had a huge fight today. My 'friend' said I bullied her. I've been bullied so bad so she hurted me so fuckin' much.. I feel horrible. I'm scared to say something now, 'cause all I do is hurt people & I don't want that. It's just, what's wrong with me? And my friends said the same thing as me & it's all my fault.
Dreamed about H. yesterday.. Does this mean I like him? Is this a good or a bad thing? Well, I like him... But like like? I don't know.. He's perfect. Sweet, cute, he hugs me, I can talk to him, he's pretty, he makes me feel special,.. But I think he does that with every girl.
Now someone told me he loves S.
She's a bitch. not only because he loves her, she just is.
