As he stared into the vacuum of his own eyes, he tried to figure out what was haunting him these past months. Every morning the same empty feeling, the feeling of beeing alone and having accomplished nothing so far...
Deep down inside he knew this was'nt so. With a degree in his hands and friends by his side who were always there for him when he needed them there was no reason at all to feel the way he did...
Still, like the first rays of light from the breaking dawn rose every morning over the horizon, so did this creeping feeling...
Pushing him down in a downward spiral of emotions he could'nt comprehent. The bottom, a dark and lonely place, was closing in quick. He braced himself for the comming impact, knowing it would rip him appart, knowing getting up would be difficult, knowing there would be no one to help him down there... He knew all of this, still he could'nt do anything about it. He just braced himself and hoped there would be some light in that vast amount of darkness...
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