/° Once Upon There Was A Happy Girl. She Was Happy
[Once Upon, There Was Me]
15-04-2007
You can hear her tears through the static of the phone, & boy did you screw up.
I hate this feeling. It's like, knowing that I like you when I really shouldn't.
i give up.
on life.
on love.
on you.
ii cross my arms
&& stare at my feet
boy, cant you tell ii love you?
its not my fault i fell,, you tripped me <3
im sorry
im sorry
im sorry
im sorry
how many times do i have to say it?
I'd love to tell you how much you mean to me, but how much would I mean to you?
I wish I felt nothing, then it might be easy for me, like it is for you.
tell me my dreams are unrealistic, because i'll tell you yours aren't big enough.
It's easy to believe someone when they tell you exactly what you want to hear.
We've all been hurt, we've all been sorry. But how we survive is what makes us who we are.
i want your company. the pleasure of your company. i want your input on video rentals. i stand there for hours, i can't pick anything out. i want someone to say goodnight to, a last call of the day
i start a fight because i need to feel something. and you do what you want because i'm not what you wanted.
i love you, and i can't say it enough.
i cover myslef up with jackets and scarfs. i've seen girls get broken hearts from boys that fall in love with them, and with me protected like i am-- that wont be a problem
forget what you feel & remember what you deserve
never under any circumstance
does any guy have the right to
hurt a girl the way he hurt her.
i`d walk through hell in a gasoline suit ; just to see you.
I fall like a fighter when you give me a shot & I love like a lover when you're all that I've got.
if you don't like me, theres nothing i can do. here is a news flash, honey; i don't live to pleaseyou.
he shines in a world of ugliness, he matters when everything else is meaningless.
And for a second there I thought you maybe actually liked me.
i see friends shaking hands, saying, "how do you do?" they're really saying, "i love you."
& she has finally stopped looking; she knew he was her everything.
i'm a wisher.
and that means nothing comes true.
bus ride, then i'm 'cross town. i take my seat and watch the streets go by. traffic lights, then a left hand turn. i'm almost to the street where you live on.
she looks outside her window while she's losing track of time .. trying to find the reason not to cry tonight <3
I may be insecure, but I know how to pick myself up and try again
i bruise like a peach. i mumble when i speak. i'm in the gutter looking at the stars. i've always been in love with you.
&& the record won't stop skipping and the lies just won't stop slipping
Too many people spend money they haven't earned, to buy things they don't want, to impress people they don't like.
sometimes people build you up just so they can knock you down - sometimes they'll have you there just cause they need someone around..