A few months ago I met someone,at first sight not particulary special but there was something I can't define. I felt it ... he felt it...
I thought he liked me as I liked him but I was wrong. I think he was afraid of something.

I want to forget him and it goes well but somethimes I think about it,why can't I let it go and look for another friend?There are many other guys out there...  I never met someone like him, in a way he fascinates me,he has certain same interests, he gives me a good feeling,many reasons.

 I wrote him several letters, send him several messages, was near to his house but he don't want to see me anymore.


It's not that I wanted him in a way that was unacceptable(because I'm happy with my husband)  I only wanted to make fun, but for him it's only a game.(Like a gamer likes to play games )

The time will pass and he will be out of my mind, I hope the times flies, because I don't know what I would do when I would see him one day.




 

31-01-2009 om 00:00 geschreven door Restless mind