She said she wanted to get high ; he took her to the tallest hill in town she said she wanted to stay up all night and drink; he gave her a 12pk of caffinated pepsi and said "drink up" she said she wanted to shoot herself in the face; so he gave her a water gun a helped her pull the trigger She said that she wanted to cut herself; so he took a polaroid of her, handed her some scissors & got her to cut it up She said she wanted to see her blood; so he took her to get her ears pierced she said she wanted to cry herself to sleep; he had her watch a sad romatic movie before bed she said she wanted to be alone; he gave her a name tag that said "my name is : Alone" she said she wanted to have someone to take care of her, always; he asked when he wasnt
i love you, and probably always will; but we go days without having meaninful conversations and i used to miss you so much when that happened, but it never seemed like you missed me. i guess because of that, i stopped missing you
