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| 17-01-2011 |
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And now, oh now I pray for rain
'Cause it's been so long since I let myself cry
17-01-2011, 19:44 geschreven door outburst
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| 13-12-2010 |
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Who the hell do you think you are?
You don't know me at all.
My issues are mine, not yours.
You can have your low self esteem.
I have to worry about my own problems, don't need your nagging too.
So shut the hell up, and leave me alone.
13-12-2010, 14:22 geschreven door outburst
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Different is being called ugly, when you're surounded by fake beauty.
Different is what I've become, as I rebel against the world.
13-12-2010, 14:21 geschreven door outburst
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I'm sitting here. The empty shell of what I once was.
I need someone to talk to, but no one will appear. No one understands, no one knows.
My life has been plagued.
Maybe I'm destined for more, and these are just trials to see if I'm truly worth it.
But I await the day that my life stops being an obstacle course that's hard to maneuver.
With each day passing it seems to get farther and farther away.
Life keeps getting harder as my will to live wears away.
My strength is wavering and no amount of support can lift it back out of its pit.
Only I can regenerate it, and in time I will.
But for now I'll wallow in my sorrow.
And hope that it ends,
sooner or later.
13-12-2010, 14:21 geschreven door outburst
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You don't tell me why, but the reflection in your eyes gives you away.
Biting into our existence like the things no one could say.
To me, as I walked out of the room and out of your lives
Wrapping yourselves in comfortable doubt and a world of lies.
Close my eyes and switch the voices off, but they echo louder than ever.
All your smirks in the dark and trying to hide them away, but I never gave you a reason to drain the blood and throw me aside.
Never could find a reason to cower and hide.
So does that mean we're back to the start?
Forever falling apart and making up excuses, so no one ever loses.
But I did, I lost, and everything came with me.
Wondering how it happened, and how it could be.
But the reflection in your eyes is fading, dimming as quickly as it came.
So I'm left with these questions, but the answers are exactly the same.
We lost it all.
13-12-2010, 14:21 geschreven door outburst
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| 08-12-2010 |
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I feel these changes right before my eyes. I see a dying fire inside your eyes.
When will you stop and realize the worth and value of your life?
08-12-2010, 14:36 geschreven door outburst
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Now's the time to reaggange your life.
Live for something outside of your own mind.
We all dream the same dream every night.
To burn the world that you call civilized.
08-12-2010, 14:35 geschreven door outburst
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| 07-12-2010 |
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I haven't been this scared in a long time.
I'm so unprepared.
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody.
This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me.
07-12-2010, 19:30 geschreven door outburst
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It's been weeks since I last spoke to you, or saw the true color of your eyes. It's been months since we laughed together.
Now the words are gone, the days have passed. Seasons have changed in the blink of an eye.
You probably never knew how I really felt. If you were really going insane with how things turned out, then why did you stop what we had?
I know you cared about me - more than anyone else.
And now we have both gone our seperate ways. But I still wonder what could've been, how it could've been different.
It's weird how I still think about you, after all this time. Or the way how you can still upset me.
07-12-2010, 19:28 geschreven door outburst
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| 30-11-2010 |
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I wish someone could see me.
Really see me.
30-11-2010, 19:24 geschreven door outburst
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| 06-11-2010 |
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How ironic it all seems.
Because I remember you telling me about other lovers running out of words to say to each other.
And how beautiful you thought it was.
And I agreed that that would never happen to us.
I still read your letter and all that evil makes me sick.
This is regimented pain and it gives me the illusion that I've lived.
And now we sit here in silence, searching our heads for common ground.
We've rehashed the past and beaten it down.
Left us with nothing, no present, no future.
06-11-2010, 10:36 geschreven door outburst
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I kept falling over
I kept looking backwards
I wasted love for you
Trading out for something new
Well, it's hard to change the way you lose
If you think you've never won.
06-11-2010, 10:30 geschreven door outburst
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His hair falls gently over his face.
His laugh quietly fills my soul.
His smile can be seen deep within his eyes, he is my light.
His skin smooth and warm to the touch and lips softer than a cloud.
His body, perfect in all creation.
He's my life.
His voice sings out and his hands hold tight.
His words reach deep.
He is my present, my past, my future, my all.
And I know nothing.
He holds secrets so deep, he whispers in my head.
His image is all around me and I can see no one other.
Like a mirror in the dark
I'm blind without him.
Like the screaming silence I'm deaf to any other.
This is what it means to be in love?
To feel the need of another?
To wait forever, holding my life at bay.
Our story is one of many, but we are unique in the telling.
Those who see us, dream of a love like ours.
He doesn't think about tomorrow, the past is never in his eyes.
He lives for the moment
And I live for him.
06-11-2010, 10:22 geschreven door outburst
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It's not only because you changed, because I also did.
My friends from five years ago aren't much of close friends anymore.
I got into things they didn't like, so we all took our seperate ways.
I just believe after everything we've been through, one day we'll look back and enjoy those days we've had together.
Even though some days were rough or unpleasant.
We've changed and took different directions because we're different people.
Nothing's wrong about that.
We shouldn't spend our time figuring out things that'll please others.
Just a way for us to please ourselves about how far we've come and all the things we've been through.
The things that didn't break us but made us stronger.
Every hurt, every scream, every tear, every smile.
Every moment we've been alive.
Let's treasure these moments and keep on living.
06-11-2010, 10:17 geschreven door outburst
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I see you all walking away from me.
When did love become such a conspiracy?
All I ever did was care. Now I'm being left all alone in this cold world.
The few who decided to be left behind are here to ruin my life. Or they are trying to save the little pieces of me.
But I decide the only thing I can, to lock away the pieces of my heart again.
06-11-2010, 10:11 geschreven door outburst
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Trust is such an important part of any relationship.
So when your trust is violated, what happens then?
Do you forgive and forget, go on as nothing has happened?
Do you forgive and not forget, always thinking in the back of your mind what has happened?
When you love someone, you give your whole self to them.
And when that someone you love breaks your trust it is a slap in the face.
You want things to be how they were before, but is that even possible or is that even best?
So many questions you seek answers for, but no one to turn to for answers but yourself.
06-11-2010, 10:10 geschreven door outburst
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As the sun sets upon the horizon the sky changes to warm pink.
The shadows now lighten up on your tender skin, as your features become softer.
My heart skips a beat.
Is this love, are we one, are our hearts becoming one?
We're more than friends, we're lovers.
The breeze blows, the night has fallen.
Two hearts are one.
06-11-2010, 10:09 geschreven door outburst
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Just because you're different
They can't comprehend
Betrayed by the ones disguised as your friends
Don't take their shit, stand up for your fight!
They all hate you
Because you are fucking tight!
06-11-2010, 10:07 geschreven door outburst
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You pushed us towards mass aggression
And there's no other way out
Can't deal with all the pressure
And we're gonna bring you down
06-11-2010, 10:06 geschreven door outburst
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Guess it's hard to comprehend things with your tiny brain
I guess it'll take longer for me to try to explain
I figured that my actions would probably explain myself
I should've spoken slower when I said ROT IN HELL
06-11-2010, 10:06 geschreven door outburst
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