Call me D. If youre new to follow me,this is what I want you to know: Im not the prettiest, smartest or sweetest person on earth, but I dont have to be like that. Im just me , and people like it or hate it. I stopped caring about that a while ago cause I dont live to impress people. We all want to be beautifull or what this society sees as beautifull.But if you dont look like that perfect picture, dont cry about it. Dont selfharm, starve yourself or do other things that youll regret. Cause Ive been there,Ive done that, and believe me,it wont make you feel better about yourself. I used to be very loving, very helpful, very empathetic. I used to carry my heart on my sleeve. But I got tired of it. One too many times of being hurt, I just became numb to it all. Because all of this I stopped showing my feelings to people. I became terrible to express my feelings, but its not because I dont have them okay? its just that the more you show your feelings to people, the more they can bring you down. But if there is one thing I have learned about my life, is that only a few people really love you. No, those people are not your friends. But I mean your family. And if there is one thing my family has learned me is that Ill make something out of my life someday. It is going to be hard, but Ill make it. you want to know why I know that so sure? because Ive been walked on, used and forgotten and I dont regret one moment of it because in those moments, Ive learned a lot. Ive learned who I can trust and cant. Ive learned the meaning of friendship. Ive learned how to tell when people are lying and when theyre sincere. Ive learned how to be a teenager, and how to grow up when I need to. Ive been to hell and back a few times, and I wont ever take what I have for granted. This is life, live it one day at a time. You never know how many days youve got left. oh yeah, one more thing : As we grew up we learned that the one person that was never supposed to let us down, probably will. You ll have your heart broken and youll break others hearts. You ll fight with your best friends or maybe even fall in love with them, and you forget the time is flying by. Life comes with no guarantees, no time-outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, be sincere and stay with conviction. And never forget where you came from, because when you do, its a long road home.