Legends are a way of understanding things greater than ourselves.
09-03-2011
oi ,
weet ge i really don't care any more :) about anything , i'm gonna focus on me and only me ... and thats it .. enough with the old me, never should have changed ... don't even know why i changed anymore .... i hate life, i hate emotion , i hate everything thats makes me human i guess ..
goed, beginnen bij het begin ..
hoe maak je van een puinhoop iets gestructureerd ... door problemen 1 voor 1 aan te pakken, maar met welk probleem begin je dan , meestal met hetgeen waar je het meeste last mee hebt , en in mijn geval is dat ..... kath .. ze is geen probleem maar ik heb soms zin om haar te zeggen , meis zijt blij je leeft , je komt goed, dokters weten wat ze doen, biopsie, stukje schedel terug plaatsen, het moet gebeuren bang of niet, blij mee of niet, je staat ervoor en je moet erdoor, deal with it, je komt nie praten en als je merkt da ik wa merk moet ik het zeggen , omdat? je heeft nooit bevestiging, je verteld niks, of ja toch wel, enkel wat jij nodig vind dak moet weten en daar moek het mee doen.. terwijl je net voor je hersen bloeding (infarct zeg maar) geheel anders geworden was, je was meer open (je doet alsof da nie zo is maar je was het wel) .. je was lief, soms zelfs geheel aanhankelijk .. :) je was men princess, men kleine meisje ... en nu, volgens mij is die een beetje gestorven in de coma, you did change i always tried to tell myself it was better then before, but that's not true, it got worse .. your this cold hearted ice queen now, you want to be anyway, and even to me you put on the mask .. of all people, we said no more games, you started playing i couldn't resist, so we are back to the beginning, the games, the ''i'm though'' attitude, .. :) i don't wanna play anymore, i'm sick of playing around, it always ends with one of us not talking to another ... i promised myself i would not let me caught up in your pain, you emotion, but i did, because i love you.. i can't let you face it all alone, and yet i know you are doing just that , doing it alone, you should be so proud of yourself ... but you are not, and i keep wondering why .. maybe i'm wrong, but you turned even more bitter then before .. it's like now you hate every aspect of life, and even if thats not true , you sure as hell make it look that way .. the walls are up, and i don't have the strenght to make em go down again ... i'm sorry but i can't so , i guess i'm gonna wait .. wait, for a better moment, a better time, for you and me, (us) ... i'll let you get through this on your own therms .. and i'll see how it goes ... :)
i will be waitching , but i'm not gonna participate anymore, not untill you want me to :) , untill you ask me ..
i love you kath .. hang in there, your almost there ..
naked ... this will always mean what it ment to me from the beginning
I wake up in the morning Put on my face The one that's gonna get me Through another day Doesn't really matter How I feel inside 'Cause life is like a game sometimes
But then you came around me The walls just disappeared Nothing to surround me And keep me from my fears I'm unprotected See how I've opened up Oh, you've made me trust
Because I've never felt like this before I'm naked Around you Does it show? You see right through me And I can't hide I'm naked Around you And it feels so right
I'm trying to remember Why I was afraid To be myself and let the Covers fall away I guess I never had someone like you To help me, to help me fit In my skin
I never felt like this before I'm naked Around you Does it show? You see right through me And I can't hide I'm naked Around you And it feels so right
I'm naked Oh oh yeah Does it show? Yeah, I'm naked Oh oh, yeah yeah
I'm so naked around you And I can't hide You're gonna (you're gonna) see right through, baby you're gonna see right through,
i'm so naked around you, and i can't hide, you're gonna see right through, baby
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"Things I'll Never Say"
Im tugging at my hair Im pulling at my clothes Im trying to keep my cool I know it shows Im staring at my feet My cheeks are turning red Im searching for the words inside my head
(Cause) Im feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect Cause I know youre worth it Youre worth it Yeah
If I could say what I want to say I'd say I wanna blow you... away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down On one knee Marry me today Guess, Im wishing my life away With these things Ill never say
It dont do me any good Its just a waste of time What use is it to you Whats on my mind If it aint coming out Were not going anywhere So why cant I just tell you that I care
Whats wrong with my tongue These words keep slipping away I stutter, I stumble Like Ive got nothing to say
Guess Im wishing my life away with these things Ill never say If I could say what I want to say I'd say I wanna blow you...away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down On one knee Marry me today Guess, Im wishing my life away With these things Ill never say These things Ill never say
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yeah avril knows how i feel ;)
Sometimes I get so weird I even freak myself out I laugh myself to sleep It's my lullaby Sometimes I drive so fast Just to feel the danger I wanna scream It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love? Is it enough to breathe? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines Would make my life so boring I want to know that I Have been to the extreme So knock me off my feet Come on now give it to me Anything to make me feel alive
Is it enough to love? Is it enough to breathe? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Let down your defences Use no common sense If you look you will see that this world is a beautiful accident turbulent suculent opulent permanent, no way I wanna taste it Don't wanna waste it away
Sometimes I get so weird I even freak myself out I laugh my self to sleep It's my lullaby
Is it enough? Is it enough? Is it enough to breathe? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
Is it enough? Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
