Do you know the feeling when you see someone and you've not really know the person but you have the feeling that the person perfectly fits into your world when you hear things of that person and you just really want to get to know who he is?
And that weird feeling that keeps coming back even when its month's ago you saw the person.
It drives me crazy because we keep meeting and It lets such an intensive feeling inside of me,
and I don't dear to speak to him, because I don't want him to think I'm a person that I'm not or so because the first time I spook to him I bluw it,
and I regret it because than I sounded a real crazy person and know I don't dear to speak to him anymore :(
I just want him to know who I am and that I'm not such an shy person or what ever he thinks now but I can't help it everytime I meet him it's like I can't speak or sometimes we meet on a moment I look terrible so I don't want that he see me like that ;s
I guess If still like who he is even how hard If get tried and even do I met new funny and lovely people and have great friends
Its his eyes that always looks through my eyes and into my soul.
Not even talking how I feel so comfortable listening to the songs he plays...
Its his way he looks at the world and his same taste of music
His looks,...
But there's also an mysterious side in him that I like
And there's always the feeling that he know what i'm up to or so ...
Maybe one day we will finally speak each other but if I will wait so long anymore before I met someone else that I can't promise because lives to short to keep living in a dream