but you are all perfect i don't want somebody to know my name. but i do want you to know my life. i've been bullied since i was 9. that's 5 years from now. i'm 14. since i went to secundary school, i wanted everything to go better. but the first year was like hell. now, i'm in my second year and everything is going better. i have 3 bffs. i had 4, but turns out one is not how she seems to be. but after all. i still feel like a nobody.
05-05-2012
Let's start right away
Here's the first problem. I feel lonely.
2 of my best friends are fighting for that one boy, who already likes a girl.
And they're both being annoying. It's always like this: "Oh my god, she always talks about him. She knows I like him."
While the other girl says: "She's blaming me for nothing. I'm not doing anything wrong."
And I'm like: "Okay, none of my business."
But that's not everything. I'm bullied. Not just in real life. I'm bullied over the internet.
People who don't even know me, call me a slut and whatever.
And here's the second problem.
My best (girl)friend was in a relationship with my best (boy)friend.
But now it's done and she says I'm too much with him.
She's being jealous, while I'm trying to ignore him.
But he's way too cute and he's my best friend.
I feel like I'm the only normal person. Or just the only weird person.
I dont know anymore. But I don't know why everybody is so overreacting.
Seriously.
By the way, I do feel lonely and I want a boyfriend.
