I just don't get it! The odds are seriously against me, but why? What the hell did i ever do wrong? I think i should send nick a message. you know, i always thougt there will be someone for me, but probably not...
you know what it's like to have nobody left? Well, that's how i feel for like days! my best friend let me fall, my grand father is not doing well, and i'm afraid to lose nick if i talk to him. I guess,that my life now...
So, i've decided that i'll name my ``tweets`` :). Now, to the point. yesterday, i've had a bowlingparty. it was with my club. so, i've had a strike, and at a certain moment, Eli just hugged me! and i was like:`what the hell are you doing?` the worst was,my mum was standing next to me! it was SO awkard!