My eyes are closed,
I'm dreaming of something that I should not dream of.

My eyes are wet,
from al the tears that fall from them,
Because this dream,
just can't come true.


My heart is black,
and broken,
It's dead.

And there is a big dark hole inside of me,
And it's so empty.


I'm full of the scars,
and they are all from the past.

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10-01-2007 om 20:04 geschreven door DarkxRose  

You don't know...

You don't know,
you don't have any idea,
What it's doing to me.

So don't say,
you understand me,
'cause you don't.

Don't judge me,
I am who I am,
And there's nothing to do about that.

>Don't say you care,
When I just know you don't.

You have no idea,
what this is doing to me.
I might look happy,
But inside I'm crying.

The only persons who know me,
and understand me,
are my true friends.

so don't fucking say you understand,
when you don't even have a fucking idea what it's doing with me.

Just let me be,
I know you don't care,
like I care!

10-01-2007 om 18:40 geschreven door DarkxRose  

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09-01-2007 om 20:15 geschreven door DarkxRose  

My own pretty little Mindgame...

always smiling,
never crying,
just keep on playing,
your own little mindgame.

Always smiling,
never dying.
If you can't,
Just fake like you're happy.

I'm playing,
my own little mindgame,
I'm trying to be perfect.


Always laughing,
always be happy,
and never ever make mistakes,
just try to be perfect.


You know,
I can't be perfect,
And the fact I have to be,
Is killing me...

I have to play,
my own little mindgame,
I'm just that'always happy smiling girl',
And people don't get me,
People just don't understand.


Always laughing,
never crying,
always smiling,
Just be happy,
or fake it.

Be perfect,
don't make any mistake.

It's killing me inside.

09-01-2007 om 19:35 geschreven door DarkxRose  

Donker


Donker,
kil,
akelig stil.

Roepend,
schreeuwend,
niemand hoort het,
niemand merkt het.

Donker,
kil,
akelig stil.

Daar staat ze dan,
alleen.

09-01-2007 om 16:58 geschreven door DarkxRose  

Inside of me

Inside of me,
it's all fucking messed up.

the one moment I'm so fucking happy,
the other moment,
I want to die!

There's a war inside me,
Good against bad,
I can slowly feel the good dying,
And the bad feelings are winning.

I'm almost dying,
I'm screaming,and screaming, and screaming,

But nowone heares it.

I'm always smiling and laughing,
But I silently scream it out.

It hurts,
It hurts so fucking much.

There's a war inside me,
A big war,
Good against.
Normally the goods should be winning,
But it isn't that way,
I can slowely feel the good thoughts dying.

I'm screaming,
can anyone hear it?

02-01-2007 om 20:18 geschreven door DarkxRose  

GELUKKIG NIEWJAARRRR!!:D


Beste wensen en all

Veel vriendschap en liefde,
Dat je je nooit alleen mag voelen.

Veel vrienden die voor je klaar staan,
Echte vrienden dus.


Goede gezondheid,
En dat je nog lang gelukkig mag leven.


Veel plezier,
Zodat je veel kan lachen.


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26-12-2006 om 20:08 geschreven door DarkxRose  

they say I don't care but I do!

Now,
It's the first time I care.
But yet again,
I don't show.

But I cry,
When I lay in my bed.
I will never show my tears to him,
or to anyone.


I just act normal,
I laugh with him,
and just talk normal...
it's almost to normal.

I still love him,
And people say I don't care,
But I do!

They say I don't really love him,
But I just don't cry in front of them.
I keep on smiling,
even if it's fake.

I really care!
But I just don't show my tears,
It's just better for me when I cry alone,
That's what feels the best for me...

I really cry,
And sometimes I wanna die.

But I just keep on smiling...
And my smile is so fucking fake,
and I really care..

This whole world is so fake,
everything,
every fucking thing is fake,
Everything is a lie...
And my smile is the biggest,
I really love him!

26-12-2006 om 19:33 geschreven door DarkxRose  

She's Got Used To It

(chorus)
She's got used to it,
In ev'ry single way...
She doesn't cry al night long anymore...

Because she knows,
It will never happen,
So she wont try anymore.

She's got used to it,
And It doesn't hurt her anymore,
Well,
maybe it does,
But she is like a cold stone inside.

And it doesn't hit her the way it did.

(chorus)
She's got used to it,
In ev'ry single way...
She doesn't cry al night long anymore...

So don't think you can hurt her,
she just won't listen,
She's falling away,
in her own little world,
where evr'ything is pretty...


(chorus)
She's got used to it,
In ev'ry single way...
She doesn't cry al night long anymore...


Ooh,
just get used to it,
the way she did,
And just act like you don't care,
And let them do what they want..

Just act like you don't care,
And get used to it,
in ev'ry single way,

Just like she did.

Because this will always happen,
And they are all the same,
But we've got used to it,
so we don't cry all night long...

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