.... living it, leaving it, to change. Change, that is what I need desperately. I wanna be someone, make something from my live. Im turning 24 in a few weeks and somehow I feel like Im at exactly the same place in my life as where I was 6 years ago.
But not anymore. Im gonna make some changes. Starting with moving!!!! So excited about it. I love redecorating, so letting myself go with an entire new apartment, feels like heaven on earth. When I grow up I wanna be an interior decorator.
What happened to those dreams? I remember being 12 and having all dreams about what life would bring me. I never suspected being stuck in a boring office building 40 hours a week and watching the clock every hour hoping the day would be over.
Maybe thats something else that I should change. Ive been telling myself for 3 years already. I need to get back to college, make something more out of my life then this. Maybe become that interior decorator. Sitting between the boxes of crap, it doesnt sound bad at all.
Yeah my heart may break It's the only chance for me to take And if tears should fall They will wash away and hurt me no more I'll make it on my own
