Een Gebroken Hart ,, Een Duister Verleden .... Het Creëren Van Een Nieuwe Start ,, Zonder Een Traan Te Weren ! Een Kind Compleet Kapot ,, Verloren Vanbinnen .... Opnieuw Een Donkere Dag ,, Denkend Aan Die Mooie Lach ...
My life may not be perfect but i'm thankfull for al that i have all the persons i've met trough my life ,, all the tings ii could do just imagine what that does to a broken heart ! it makes that person live agan ,, time after time i feel afraid and then suddenly stop breathing and think how life would have been for my friends without me ,, not that i am that special of a person but anyway ... hope one day somebody wil understand the wya ii feell about everything that is going on in my head and life all the people that left me ,, all the ones that i loved ,, the people i thought who would always be there for me ,, new people who took their place ,, new people who made me laugh and make me forget about my sorrow my hurt deep inside ! the nightmares i have when nobody is there to confort me and say everything is fine ,, nodody their to hold me close and someone to be mine ... just an empty place right beside me ,, a place that feels so cold ,, but it's like a shelter where i can shield myself of from the rest of the world on that moment all the things that are happening around me i don't give a fuck about them i'm in my safe place my shield from the strom my warm shelter the place where i can be myself ,, just for a moment i wish i could show myself who i really am not how people want me to be the person that i wanted to be for all the years that ii was looking for my real identity ,, the reason why i am here ... ii could tell you my life always suckt but if ii told you that ii would probebly be lying ! now that i've wriitten al of this i don't feel better no actually i feel worse cause now i know all of you will be reading this and you will probebly think that i'm having self pitty but no !!! if you think that then you'd better fuck off cause i just wanne be helped and get over all of this shit ! cause it's hurting me and i'ts breaking me ,, if i would'nt tell you stuff like this i'm pretty sure ii woud'nt live my life a day longer ...... now with all that i've told you this time i feel like i could move the mountains ,, make an earthquake ,, spin a huracaine ,, make the waves go higher then the sky Wish ii could capture that feeling and put in a box and every time ii feel bad open iit so iit can make me happy ................
Trying to find a way ,, to compromise what I say ,, trying to reach your mind .... I'm scared for the things I might find ,, ore the empty lines who made up this time ... trying to hide from the broken pieces you left one time </3 my heart can't take it anymore ,, I'm holding on to a memory from before ... Litlle things I remeber ,, and the things I forget .. trying to let you know I'm not going anymore </3
I know this is'nt easy for you ... but just wanted to let you know That i'll be waiting for you Untill the end of forever !! I never knew i Could love someone again like i love youu You"re just more then my Everythiing
Hunz I Will Never Let You Go I Promis You Thiszz <33
Memories are spinning trough my mind , things I can't say , people whot ink they know me , but actually they can't know me anyway.. What I'm feeling , is just the way I am . I'm tired of all the things I'm feeling , the person I am hiding ! The things I still want to discover , but even trough the hard cover , you can see the person I always wanted to be .. The person I was trying so hard to hide , tohether with the persons who are a part of my life..
Leaving a dream behind another door thats closed before my eyes Another shatterd window And a tear thats waiting by For the moment to release his inner fear ..
Cariño; nose lo que paso .. sin ti me siento mal .. como algo falta en mi vida .. ya se que ahora tenemos que estar un tiempo deparados .. pero saves te exo demenos .. quiero estar contigo todo los minutos del dia .. cariño sin ti no puedo vivir .. contigo me siento completo x
I set my mind on freeze , and go on like nothing's wrong.. But deep inside I'm drowning in tears , I'll never show what I feel.. Cause then i'll acept the fact I'm weak..
Wrm kan ik niet zijn zoals andere ? Wrm moest ik juist diegene zijn die ze niet acepteren,, Ben ik dan zo anders , ben ik dan zo verkeerd ? Wa isrr mis met jezelf te zijn,, Is een betere wereld waarin iedereeen aanvaard word ongeacht zijn geaardheid of afkomst ,, Zijn wij die mensen die niet geacepteerd worden dan zo anders dan de " normalen " mensen ? iedereen is uniek en speciaal op zijn eigen manier of is mijn menselijke visie dan zo verkeerd,, Een betere wereld is een doel waar we allemaal naar zouden moeten streven ! Behandel ieder mens als een gelijke of op zijn minst zoals je zelf behandelt wult worden !
Ik ben Shanaa * ♥, en gebruik soms ook wel de schuilnaam DownPotje__.
Ik ben een vrouw en woon in Antwerpen (België) en mijn beroep is .
Ik ben geboren op 30/09/1993 en ben nu dus 32 jaar jong.
Mijn hobby's zijn: Zingen N Gedichten schrijven .
Dees is gwn mijn persoonlijke uitging ;) !
Wish ii could capture that feeling and put in a box and every time ii feel bad open iit so iit can make me happy ................
