Tis weer ff geleden dus jaaa hiermee is de oorzaak gekend. Great advice - everything will be all right they say. Only future will tell us.
Hmyeah it doesn’t go that well. Getting the feeling that I’m heading forwards to a depression - Damn :/ He or him, working it out at school ö
Losing control, ‘bout myself, classes, energy etc. Of course! Missing him really hard ö
But slightly the impression that when it isn’t my treasure to them. It is leading nowhere to… It hurts :”((

Am not myself you know? Behaving in an annoying way etc. Far, far away in thoughts. Do I want to see him talk? Trying that from the beginning of holidays :/ Reaching the point of: ‘enough is enough’.
Stepping towards me in a horrific way… Especially psychologically and emotionally :’(

This is a message to the World: don’t trust anybody... Except yourself.