Totally rejected

in the only thing I do best

thrown down to the ground

into the mud

by those who should know

how to motivate

positively encourage

instead of putting down

slaying someone back

into the utmost darkness

of the depths 

they threw me in 

themselves

only a while ago

Sad and lonely

left in the solitude

of my life

grasping for every straw

clinging to any murmur

hoping to get out

one day

feeling less and less human

totally naked

ashamed

worthless

now they're taking away

what's precious to me

and gives me 

a reason to live...

Desparately looking

for a hand 

reaching

to save me

from my worst fears

Completey ignored 

by life itself

Hope

no more

no reason

nobody

nothing

left

to live for