I’m happy to live in this century, in this culture with all this technology. I’m happy to receive all these opportunities and chances in my life. But i just can’t fully enjoy all of this because of one thing. Society. Society is fucked up.Society is like the worst bitch from the school. Society is selfish, stubborn and has a heart made of cold ice. Our happiness depends on society and her commands. Society needs you to be cool, to be popular, to act like a bitch, not to care, to shut your emotions off, to show off your skills in a way that puts other people down so you could feel better about yourself. Society can only be happy if someone else is feeling like shit. Society is fucked up. She will tell you to be yourself but you can’t be weird, you can’t be insecure, you can’t be too nice, you can’t help other people, you can’t like ‘the different kids’, you can’t have an off-day, you can’t show your feelings and you can’t show your own, true self without being judged by the basic so called ‘cool kids’. And the thing is, it works, everybody just follows the rules made by society to make sure that creativity and opinions stay at the lowest number possible. It are those damn ‘cool kids’ that rule everything,every city, neighborhood, school, work environment… everybody hates them, but everybody want to be like them, wants to hang out with them, wants to be friends with them. But then again, you know, they will never treat you like a real friend because they don’t even know the true meaning of friendship. A friend is someone who clicks with you because u can be yourself and you feel better, they lift you up to be a better ‘you’ and you complete each other, you encourage each other and you never let each other down. You accept yourself and your friend for who they are and for who they want to be. But society, society changed that. A friend became a sticker. You see when you were little and the world was still one big playground. Maybe some of you had something like a sticker book, at least i used to have one, and there was this trend, also created by society because you could only be cool if you had a sticker book of course, and in this trend you had to collect as much stickers as you could. And when you had an awful lot of stickers you were cool. So a friend is like a sticker in kindergarten. You collect as many as possible and if you have like an awful lot of friends you’re ‘cool’ and everyone is jealous of your ‘coolness’. But in the end, they are the saddest of them all because they won’t trust anyone, they will have to fake their happiness, fake their life, in difficult situations they will feel lonelier then ever and be left alone, crying themselves to sleep so they could smile it all away the next morning, because yeah, thats what society needs, we need to stay popular to feel good right??? right??? then why doesn’t it feel good. Why do you feel so lonely in a crowded room, surrounded by ‘friends. Society is fucked up. and oh yeah i almost forget one little detail. You can only be popular if you’re a pretty bitch. You have to be so freaking tiny that you look anorexic. You have to be cold hearted and you can’t care. You have to be so damnnn pretty behind all those layers of foundation because pimples make you look like a loser. But why? wouldn’t it be easier if we would just let it be. Everyone’s different but then why is there only one stereo type that we call ‘pretty’. You can’t feel pretty when you are pure, naturally yourself because that’s what society wanted. There will be this tiny group of people who will get popular and pretty and they will be happy while everyone else is crying in the bathroom wishing for a ‘prettier face’ ‘a tinier nose’ ‘ less pimples’ ‘bigger boobs’ ‘more mustles’ ‘a bigger ass’ ‘less belly’ ‘prettier hands’ ‘smaller feet’ ‘longer lashes’ ‘nicer hair’ or ‘a bigger height’. But the standards are so high that society makes it impossible to be happy with your own body and your own looks. Society is fucked up.  We created social media so we could show off everything that we are proud off and hide all the rest, all the insecurities, all the problems, all the screams for help, we’re hiding the truth to make ourselves look like the perfect image we wish we were on Instagram or Facebook. And by hiding our own truth we not only hurt ourselves but we hurt the rest of people with their own insecurities because they will feel bad because off that ‘perfect instagram body goals picture’ and you will feel bad because you’ve never felt comfortable in your own body so you used some photoshop but you can’t tell anybody because you have to maintain your mask, fake a smile, fake the perfect life and keep it all to yourself so you can put other people down and it at least makes your day a little bit better right? or doesn’t it??

 Society is fucked up. We are all so worried about our popularity we don’t even notice the real things. Our family is waiting to have a real conversation with us but they can’t because at every family party you are checking your likes on you new instagram picture. Your mother feels useless when she hears you cry but you yell at her and don’t want to talk to her about anything because she ‘won’t understand’ and she can’t stop thinking about it but you are too busy about your fuckboy-drama. People are dying all around the world EVERYWHERE and you don’t even notice because you only think about what society thinks is important. While it’s not at all. And deep down you know but you can’t change anything about it because everyone is doing it so why not you right??? People are dying from hunger and you eat a meal three times a day, and afterwards you go the bathroom to puke so you would get smaller because that one ‘cool kid’ called you fat. And you know why she told you, because she is insecure herself but she won’t show because you know popularity and all, she just keeps insulting you but she is basic she thinks basic she is the bitch society herself. She judges and insults to keep her own head high she doesn't think about the consequences because she is too busy seeing her own drama. Society is fucked up. But you can stop this. You can feel better. You can be yourself and you should be. Don’t listen to anyone who tries to bring you down. Give them a compliment instead and give yourself credit for it. The world is shattering to pieces. We can’t fix it but we can try to heal it by spreading love. I know, it sounds stupid and unrealistic and something for a fairytale but it can be a fairytale we just have to make the happy ending ourselves. Create it with me and spread love. Be happy with yourself, with others, with everything that you own, appreciate what people do for you and appreciate time, use your time for everything that makes you happy. FUCK what other people think!!!! people will judge anyway so make them judge, make them talk about you the whole school round, by being your own, freakingly awesome, self!! xxxxx