20/06/13 18:08

This is my first time on my personal blog. I'm so excited! Finally I can express myself in a way that fits me. But I think I need to give my fans an introduction first.

My name is Victoria Rox. I'm 16 years old and I don't have a boyfriend. I had boyfriends before, never had sex, party A LOT, kissed more then 28 boys, I'm getting drunk too fast, I'm addicted to alcohol, in a party-way, I mean when I'm at a party, I drink like.. ALL the time, I'm addicted to my iPhone and to FOOD. I've got a lot of friends, so actually I think I'm quite popular, but I'm pathetic at the same time believe me. I'm a Directioner, Harry Styles is my celebrity crush. I'm really a social person, but a lot of people just don't know that I'm actually another person in my head, and although I'm smiling 24/24, I'm really unhappy with my life. Especially with myself, I mean how I look. I'm fat and I've got brown died hair.I live in Belgium but in my head I'm living my dreams in London or in New York. Yes, like I mentioned a thousand times in my blog: I'm a dreamer, a big one.

What I want to do with this blog? Just annoy you guys. Nono kidding! Like I already said, it's my way to express my feeling. And also to help my fans a little with their misery. Because when you read my life story, you're life seems pretty amazing. No, come on I'm exaggerating. My life is cool, with a few moments when I don't see the meaning of being happy anymore. But I'm a positive person.

Negative. 2 weeks ago, my exams started. Tomorrow is my last day! Yeah! But you guessed it right. I'm didn't study a fuck today. Just thinking about my blog all day. Tomorrow. 21/06. 12:05 am. Start of my FUCKING SUMMER! I'm so happy! I'm the type of girl who studied like nothing during the year and in the exams I start learning at 8 pm so I quit at 1 am and then I restart at 4 am. Hahaha I'm such a mess. Today I had Dutch exam. Oral! Didn't study a fuck yesterday, my fucking alarmclock didn't ring so I thought I was really fucked. But I still had my lucky bracelet. It helped me a lot. Yeah, one more thing about me: I'm very superstitious.

There's one more thing you guys should know about me. It's what makes us girls; we put love first. (lyrics from Lana Del Rey's song, big fan). LOVE. I'm in love, with a boy of my school. He's 18, 1 year older then me (I'm a december so 5th grade), he's in the 6th grade. He's a footballer with a lot of friends. He's popular, not too popular, because I hate that. I text him like.. veeeeeery often. He has brown curled hair, I love that. And he's a PARTY ANIMAL! You know, gets drunk every night. But one problem: we don't talk. I don't know why? Ok, so boys have to make the first step right? He only talks to me when he's drunk. And yes, if you know me you would have guessed it, I made out with him. 1 OF MY DREAMS CAME TRUE. Sadly I don't remember much, I was quit drunk too. Someone please help me with this situation!?

Shit my mom's coming.

xoxo
-V

20-06-2013 om 18:42 geschreven door Victoria Rox