i know this is strange to
leave this on the internet but i can not talk leave my best friend.i
want someone that i can complain or weep with, but with that someone i
quarrel ... i have no idea why.from one day to the next she ignores me.for
me it comes hard, she was my only real friend ... she has of course
thousands so a more or less does not matter ... it's a pity that it hurt
me so much, while I know it does not hurt her.we have been friends for so long, could it be that it is suddenly over, over and out so out of nowhere?it hurts me.and every time I think: okay I'm done with it, it gets worse and worse.it does show how much she means to me, even though I am not treated well now.but I do know if, but if it comes back well I will think twice before I do something for her again.I am angry, sad, disappointed at the same time ... I never thought of her that we could end up in such a situation.our friendship is or was so strong.I would not be surprised that she does so because others make her head crazy.now I think she does everything to hurt me, to challenge me, ... to just hurt me while I know that she is not so at all!I know for sure, but if your head is maddened and if you are angry, do you do things you do not do otherwise?she says nothing wrong, certainly not, she just does not say anything and that is perhaps the worst of all.I was always convinced she was a friend for life, how lucky I was with such a friend!I was very happy with that, we both had our own life, but we did plan together.we differ in a number of areas, sometimes the difference is so rude that you wonder why we even became friends?but
that made our friendship so strong, when we started this wonderful
story called friendship, we never thought we would make so many nice, crazy, cozy, funny, beautiful moments.what I have never
imagined for 3 weeks now is that we are now in such a strange,
unfortunate situation, a situation in which I clearly disagree.
