in the meantime I know that I am the last person she wants to hear, I still do not know why. she does keep our snap days, so it's not over yet? I think she knows too well that I refrain from it.but something or someone stops the contact, sad
we are already a few days later, I still have not heard my friend.it is still difficult.she does not let anything hear from her, so then I make a message, never answer, that's it and I hate it.I love so much my friend and why it is so difficult to let go ...
I certainly do not want to say that my best friend is a fake friend, certainly not!she is amazing, my loyal companion for years!but now it is equally difficult, and that is especially hard for me.it
is hard because I miss her ... sometimes I think I will lose her, but
then she loses me too, and I think in spite of everything that she does
not want to lose me either.a quarrel occurs in the best relationships, and a friendship is also a relationship right?I just hope that things are going well, I do not have so many friends and I certainly do not want to lose a friend like that.
I've probably already
done things wrong, but she too ... I'm a person who does not like
quarrels, I forgive those who worry me, is that the best you can do?I do not know but ignoring is certainly not better. what we both avoid with our tactics is talking about it ... and maybe talking is the most important thing in a fight ....
if I am alone with my
best friend she does not mind if I have a different opinion or talk
about things she is little or not interested in, when I am with my best
friend and another friend, the other is a wholegood friend of my best friend, then I suddenly can not say anything more, I have to follow good, my opinion is nothing more.then it is always 2 against 1, a fight that I can not win.
i know this is strange to
leave this on the internet but i can not talk leave my best friend.i
want someone that i can complain or weep with, but with that someone i
quarrel ... i have no idea why.from one day to the next she ignores me.for
me it comes hard, she was my only real friend ... she has of course
thousands so a more or less does not matter ... it's a pity that it hurt
me so much, while I know it does not hurt her.we have been friends for so long, could it be that it is suddenly over, over and out so out of nowhere?it hurts me.and every time I think: okay I'm done with it, it gets worse and worse.it does show how much she means to me, even though I am not treated well now.but I do know if, but if it comes back well I will think twice before I do something for her again.I am angry, sad, disappointed at the same time ... I never thought of her that we could end up in such a situation.our friendship is or was so strong.I would not be surprised that she does so because others make her head crazy.now I think she does everything to hurt me, to challenge me, ... to just hurt me while I know that she is not so at all!I know for sure, but if your head is maddened and if you are angry, do you do things you do not do otherwise?she says nothing wrong, certainly not, she just does not say anything and that is perhaps the worst of all.I was always convinced she was a friend for life, how lucky I was with such a friend!I was very happy with that, we both had our own life, but we did plan together.we differ in a number of areas, sometimes the difference is so rude that you wonder why we even became friends?but
that made our friendship so strong, when we started this wonderful
story called friendship, we never thought we would make so many nice, crazy, cozy, funny, beautiful moments.what I have never
imagined for 3 weeks now is that we are now in such a strange,
unfortunate situation, a situation in which I clearly disagree.
