It al started an hour ago, I came out of bath and went standing on the balance..
Of course it was not what I expected it to be. Lets say it clear almost 17 and 72 kilos, size 40..
Not happy at all, concluding I would like to be thinner Yes we know all Almost every woman thinks this and nobody is perfect. But I can also say I do like some parts of my body: for example my toes (yes this sound rather funny, but I really have nice toes without going to a pedicurist), I like my white teeth and I have a gently face..
So what do I not have? I dont have killer legs but more like muscular climbing legs, not very sexy. Im blessed with a D-cup and all man will find this amazing but I dont, there are plenty of nice bras until a C-cup but the bras I like are never in my size!
Lets see what else Im just 1,65 metre; not small but I would like myself more when I would be just 5 centimetre longer. Yeah what are you thinking What are you complaining about!, I have seen worse? And I have seen better! My friends are already thin and when someone to them say wow you lost weight, you look amazing! and youre standing next to them I can say it doesnt feel good at all. Or even when we go shopping I hear every time again doesnt I look fat in it? Jealous? YES! I also want to eat everything and be so thin as they are! So I can only make one conclusion, stand up and go on a diet. So that next time that handsome holiday lover will stay also after holiday So how am I going to do this? I made a blog to write about my daily, future and past tribulations. I realise its not going to become easy and maybe even hard.. But I will make the best of it and let you all know!
