It was a
rainy day; the sky was grey and filled with large, dark clouds. Teardrops were
tapping on my window. Meanwhile, I was writing a historical paper about the
French Revolution which I had to hand in next week. Suddenly the bell rang.
Unwillingly, I stood up and opened the door. And thats where I was completely
caught off guard. Out of the blue, he stood there. Like nothing had happened. Please,
Susan. Can I come in? He said monotonously. Raindrops or were it teardrops?
were rolling down his cheeks. Both his hair and clothes were soaked. Of
course I whispered confused while letting him in. I just couldnt say more.
Many thoughts crossed my mind. What is he doing here? How many times have I tried to contact him while
it stayed quiet on the other side? I know his parents arent in their right
mind, but Paul could have done something at least. It always seemed like he let
it all pass by, like it meant nothing. I hated him therefore. I told him to
follow me and to take place in my living room. As he sat down, a long awkward
silence came about. Then he broke the silence and a flow of words came out of
his mouth. He didnt stop talking for half an hour. When he finished, silence
returned and I could only bring out the letter o. I needed time to let it all
sink in and clear my mind. Finally I said So now you can do everything you
want? Not really, he answered, but now they cant control me anymore.
And they sure cant prohibit me from loving you. You still want to be with
me, I murmured, not very sure whether it was a question or a statement. I
want nothing more he said timidly. And thats when I fell in love with him
for the second time. We talked a lot that evening, as though we had to catch up
all the conversations over the last three years. Finally, it was time for him
to go, as he stood up, he invited me to the party of our student community,
which was next Saturday.
-Susan-
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