De memoires van Cassandra en Cassanova, final chapter.
30-10-2009
When angels deserve to die
Another day another mystery revealed. Talking all night about how you feel, how you still miss her, how you feel guilty for letting her down, lying to her, how perfect she was, that it might have been a mistake. Old feelings that stride with your life now, don't think I don't know what you mean. That's why you ask me why I let you stay, you want me to give you the reason to go back. I can't, I can't give you the reason, I've got the same battle to fight. You will never have suffered enough, and neither will I. We're screwed either way, we can't go without eachother for it's the same reason that keeps us together, we're waiting to get hurt, or hoping the pain 'll go away eventually. We're not that different in many ways. It hurts, it hurts so bad. At least you still talk to her, you can ease your guilt by helping her with your words. Though it's starting to get tougher and tougher not to be with her. I'm still cut off from the world. I can't breathe. I don't want to breathe. I love you, but I don't...
