De memoires van Cassandra en Cassanova, final chapter.
02-08-2009
kill it, kill it and get it out of me
If I commit suicide, it will not be to destroy myself but to put myself back
together again. Suicide will be for me only one means of violently reconquering
myself, of brutally invading my being, of anticipating the unpredictable
approaches of God. By suicide, I reintroduce my design in nature, I shall for
the first time give things the shape of my will.